small update
so much for being more active lol
okay, but it's clear that I most likely am autistic, so I go through a lot atm. It's a bigass journey and it will take a while to get a proper diagnosis, because apparently I'm a masking pro too, so yay (plus finding the right therapists, clinics and all that shit)
but I have a good therapist who takes me very serious and is supportive, same with my husband and my best friend. So I'm not doing this alone
altogether it's a bigass emotional rollercoaster, but I can't tell you how fucking relieved and happy I am. Suddenly my being makes sense and I feel like a complete person for the first time in my fucking life
sooo yeah, that's it for now