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I'm Not Really In It With My Heart. I Don't Understand The Essence Of This Ship. I'm A Fandom Blep - Blog Posts

6 months ago

Pregnancy as a kink makes me uncomfortable so man am I glad your pregg Flug stuff is explicitly not kink oriented!

yeah I... don't wanna judge anyone... but it's more than that, it's downright terrifying to me. Blame my hormones bc I'm expecting irl but wow... I'm very sensitive and it feels dehumanizing. but ig that is kinda the point of the kink(?)

it's so common in fandoms!

I'm completely vanilla anyway tho, so not surprising.

I've tried to pretend for a super long time that I'm into kink, but most of them are off putting and I consider them intrusive thoughts, not fantasies. I'm kinda fluctuating between sex-repulsed and neutral (aroace) even fictional... ig kink just isn't for me. I tried so hard to get over it. I know some people in my asks/requests are gonna be disappointed but I'm sorry💔

I'm slightly ashamed of how boring I am and I have serious trouble connecting to anyone in fandoms due to this actually🤕 feel like the most NT autistic person ever.

Pregnancy As A Kink Makes Me Uncomfortable So Man Am I Glad Your Pregg Flug Stuff Is Explicitly Not Kink

anyway here's a doodle!


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my art villainous enjoy :) so here we are ask reply dr. flug villanos kenning flugslys i dont belong here that's autism for you I'm sadly really picky and easily grossed out by things I'm not even trying to be judgemental I wish I was such a person that is just chill with everything but I have more icks than likes so my fandom experience is like 80% discomfort and trying to avoid things without shutting out the majority of content in the first place from what I heard I seem to have this problem particularly in this fandom bc the series is horror. and I ship a toxic ship. but I neither enjoy horror nor this trope. so what the fuck am I doing here how did I get here. I'm lost guys but yeah; it naturally attracts more people that are into quite dark or hardcore things and I'm just sitting here with my soft dick in my hand wondering where it all went wrong I can't relate to 99% of people honestly? I just... like Flug....... I just adore the autistic scientist and I wanna SMOOCH him but I can't identify too well with myself or thus my sona so how the fuck am I gonna smooch and love on this man I need SOME second character for this!! well Black Hat is pretty cool and easier to draw than the rest; I like his design... I'm not really in it with my heart. I don't understand the essence of this ship. I'm a fandom blep that's why a lot of content is probably disturbing and upsetting as hell to me. but that's just my theroy..... a Joshi™ theory sorry for rant I am bored and tired😔
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