even though i’m writing this as a try to ward off an anxiety attack and existential crisis, i just wanted to speak a few things into the void today.
this message is as much for me as it is for you, or anyone who needs to see this today.
without further ado,
i want to learn to let go. i want to master it to the point where it is as easy as breathing.
i know i’m not quite there yet, and how im feeling today is a testament to that. i’m so tired of feeling so exhausted from doing nothing.
i feel like i’m living my life half awake sometimes. i don’t want to be passive and numb to all the beauty in this world.
i want to learn to let go. i want to perfect it to the point where i don’t even recognise myself doing it.
my time on this earth is too precious, to hold on to the pain that comes with being alive.
my peace of mind is precious. i am precious.
i am loved, i am not difficult to love.
the more i let go, the lighter i’ll feel. the more awake i’ll become. the more i let go, the more i’ll feel.