I’m The Problem - Blog Posts

Golly I wonder who gave that quote

Wink wink

Heard the amazing news about rogues! the podcast season seven so a celebration I wanted to draw my favorite Meister of music

He was so awesome to draw. I had an absolute blast. I absolutely adore how he turned out.

(Extra goodies 👇🎵🎶)

I'm a jealous friend. Like I only want few friends but close to me. I don't care if they aren't intelligent or smart or rich or all that. I just want kind, loving and caring friends. And I'd kill myself for them a million times over and over again. But I failed to find friends who'd do the same for me. I do think that expecting them to put in the same efforts or value the friendship as much as you do, is unfair. But why do I feel insecure about friendships whenever I see them with others laughing and smiling. Am I not good enough? Am I not as cool as them? I swear a small part of me dies everytime I see one of my friends with someone else just having fun. I know that that's wrong and unfair. The funny thing is I am always there for my friends be it a breakup, an accident or an illness, but I push them away whenever I'm suffering and I keep expecting them to show up and take care of me and then ultimately get disappointed and heartbroken. I know I'm stupid. I can't let anyone take care of me, even when I can't take care of me. What an Irony.

Fuck my life

Is there like asexual but like for like relationships? Like yeah I'll have sex with you but like you want me to go on dates with you and hold your hand? Like no. The fuck.