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I WORKED SO HATD TO PULL MYSELF OUT OF TGAT HOLE AND YOU DRAGGED ME BACK DOWN CUZ OF YOUR OWN FUCKING FEARS
Would be easier if you just killed me. Rather die than live without you and pretend like none of this fucking shit hurts. And you fucking know it does
How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time
Nor could I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides
But you won't take away my pride
No, not this time
Not this time
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well
But how did we get here?
Well, I think I know
The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue
Just boiling in my blood
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are
If you're a man at all
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own (I'm screaming, "I love you so")
On my own (But my thoughts you can't decode)
talking to you again felt like home
but i knew the feeling wouldn’t last
so i enjoyed it
thank you
““there is a sickness developing deep within my heart because of what you did to me, and i worry that i will never recover.””
— a book that’ll be too hard to write
