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pienyami

2 months ago

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pienyami

2 months ago

Text messages.
First: Can you cvt my skin with a knife?
Second: Carving cute patterns...
Third: Then stab me in the heart. While holding me close...~ <3

filter: cvt skin knife carving stab

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pienyami

2 months ago

Notes.
someday ill kms n all ull see in my room will be this:

filter: kms

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pienyami

2 months ago

Notes.
"Liked your post" "Reblogged your post" all at once makes me go:

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pienyami

2 months ago

I don’t think fashion jirais are inherently bad, but if they’re demonizing lifestyle jirais then I hope they explode

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rb jirai

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pienyami

2 months ago

Text messages.
First, Why r u not talking to me anymore?
Second, Am i not ur favorite anymore.

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pienyami

2 months ago

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my only needs are attention, validation, n obession

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pienyami

2 months ago

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl jirai lifestyle jirai joshi

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pienyami

2 months ago

Text messages.
First, Would you even care if i was gone?
Second, Or am i just that replaceable?
Third, I am arent i?
Fourth, Just admit it

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pienyami

2 months ago

Notes.
"be urself" what if "myself" is just constant mental
breakdowns, meltdowns, paranoia, delusions, splitting, n dissociation

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pienyami

2 months ago

Text messages.
First, You wont abandon me... You wont... You would never! Right?
Second, Your all i have. Your all i need. Dont. Dont ever leave me...

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pienyami

2 months ago

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This jirai is sick and tired of shit and just wants to explode!

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pienyami

2 months ago

Text messages.
First, Why the fuck isnt my FP messaging me?
Second, You already know i need you stop fucking ignoring me!

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pienyami

2 months ago

All i do is sh, vape, drink, od, starve, n rot in bed all day. Im so miserable

filter: sh vape drink od starve rot

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pienyami

2 months ago

My 5 choices in life (are)
1. DIE
2. DIE
3. DIE
4. DIE
5. DIE

filter: die

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pienyami

2 months ago

Text messages.
First, My validation battery is on 0%. I need charge NOW!!
Second, Pink cat laying down sideways with the word OK above it

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made by me Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmine jirai landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl jirai lifestyle landmine type lifestyle jirai jirai joshi jirai landmine i need validation attention seeking

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image that says, Seeing jirais/ex-jirais recover and end up all healthy makes me feel like the proud parent i never had

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging landmine girl not a vent i just thought itd be silly to add that part lol anti-recovery on strictly MYSELF tho!!

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image that says, When you are both an attention seeker and someone that isolates themself from people

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give me attention Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi attention seeking desperate for attention <- me x10

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image that says, Dont u just ever feel like ur rotting internally? "living"
like some undead corpse walking around being eaten away
by maggots.

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sort of Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi tw disordered thoughts tw bug mention tw maggots <- just in case n all..!!

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pienyami

2 months ago

image that says, Why take a walk when you can just drown in nicotine!

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tw drugs Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type jirai joshi tw: mention of drugs drugblr i havent done my homework yet. (submission is tomorrow) so time to indulge in dopamine instead of doing it!! ok but all these “healthy coping mechanisms” rnt doing shit

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pienyami

2 months ago

filter: styro beans

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image with 3 text messages. first message says, You wont ever leave me me right? second message is a heart emoji that says love forever with a pink cat. third message says, Liar. You are just saying that.

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bpd bpd thoughts Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type abandoment issues bpd posting NOT SUPPOSED TO BE AME. JUST NSO THEMED ;p

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image of a text messages saying, first, Im so stupid to think that i could ever look cute. second, Me? Cute? third, Impossible.

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nso needy streamer overload needy girl overdose tw vent Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type vent but in a non depressing way... somewhat <- this isnt rlly that much of a “vent” but just in case!

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image that says, Day dreaming while high and drunk is the greatest feeling.

filter: high drunk

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image that says, Do you love me? repeatedly. Underneath that image are two buttons (images) that say, Forever.

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Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type landmine kei yanblr jirai joshi idk i got bored lol

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pienyami

2 months ago

Image that says, Since we are all landmines. Lets all meet up in one place then make a big explosion!

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?? idk just in case Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type tw explosion

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pienyami

2 months ago

image of a text message saying, Eugh. Ran out of pills! Must. Pop. More! Then an emoji of a squid/octopus-ish thingy wearing a dress being nervous??

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nso needy streamer overload needy girl overdose tw drugs Jirai kei jirai jiraiblr jiraiblogging jirai onna jirai girl landmineblr landmineblogging landmine girl landmine type landmine kei jirai joshi tw: mention of drugs drugblr made by me. (except the assets in itself ofc :^) IM SRRY HOW DO I DESCRIBE IT ;P (alt text)

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pienyami

2 months ago

image that says i love kangel, repeatedly

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pienyami

2 months ago

〞 ♡ yami ⸝⸝ ⨯ ₓₓ 14

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✄ - - BLOCK DONT REPORT - -

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mewhenigettosilly

1 month ago

The anxiety I get when I remember I might not have hid my blades properly

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