Journal - Blog Posts
Just filled the paper with the breath of my art!
TGCF spread I made because why not? [Its messy. Just like, gods, humans and ghosts alike. Trust. (Totally not because i am bad at crafts)]
Art creds;
saadix.art on insta, for hua cheng icon above
(will edit and add later, cant find) xie lian icon below
rest are official arts or from manhua!
4/4/22
21-08-23
Don’t leave me hanging in my time of doubt/ let the dying friendships die/I think I have seen this film before and I didn’t like the ending/everything ever happened was leading us to this moment together, you and me just you and me love/ It smells like my moms hug and new clothe/ I don’t trust my brain anymore and its scary /inspire?/zara home/ sara I know you want to keep sane but these moments will go by so quickly don’t miss them, smell your baby’s head, hug him, dance and talk to him! He is your best friend now, nothing else matters sara.. no one matters.. just you and him/ I don’t trust my self around you anymore, our friendship is over/casually cruel/Patrick, its going to be ok ♡ /demolition/he is as scared of you as you are scared of him, if not more! Never forget that../الله حي /zar/People who victimize themselves will always find a way to victimize themselves no matter what.
"I hate that I can't remember what she feels like anymore. I can barely imagine her at all anymore. And it feels like the love is just gone. But there's still the pain. Death is a cruel thing."
- Journal #3, page 52 (the final words)
Starting a new journal today.
ty for the spam!!!!! i didnt wven realize that u came back!!! i hope you've been well :DDD now that ur exams r over you can relax a little right? i hope so ^^
i've got all my semester exams next week, and after that i'll b out for the summer thankfully
have a good day, nice 2 see u back :D
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!!! Omg you've got this!!!! Finals are really stressful, but I'm sure you'll get through (｡•̀ᴗ-)ᕗ-✧
I've been using my downtime to work on a funny project of mine, and hopefully soon I'll have something to show for! This coming summer is going to be great for the both of us, I can just feel it <3
Have a great day, alright? Love you!!!
Hiiii you're back! Missed you <3
Oh my goodness Mari!! I missed you so much too ( ；∀；)
Glad to be back!!
Walking about in nature really helps relax my mind. This trail in particular felt so beautiful, the rustling leaves and birdsong almost convincing me that I was about to meet totoro himself.
If only soft magical creatures like that existed in real life... I'd never go home!!
It's one of those days when eating alone feels extra lonely. I eat, but I'm not hungry. Nobody's sitting across from me, and the only sounds I hear are the leaves rustling in the wind outside.
One day, I'll make sure that none of us feel lonely again. We'll sit together, play games, drink soda, and laugh.
I picked up a green tea from the convenience store today.
Honest, I didn't even need it— I could just as easily have boiled water and made the tea myself, but at that time, I'd been out for so long that it felt pointless to return home with nothing.
Ha... It feels a little pathetic, but at least I'll wake up tomorrow a little less exhausted.
MEW WELCOME BACK MISSED UUUUUU >⩊< CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR ABOUT UR PROJECT♡♡
Thank you picopico!!! Also, thank you for your wonderful messages, they made me feel so remembered and loved (｡ﾉω＼｡)
I need to clean up a few things and do a little drawing but hopefully will have something to show in... Two weeks? But from now until then, I'll be posting regularly!!!
Now that ur exams are over u can finally take a well deserved rest<3<3
Ah... What I wouldn't give to melt into a big puddle and be absorbed into the ground.... Let me hug you..!!! <3
The train station is so beautiful when everything's in bloom...
Ah... I'm tired. Finals are over, and I'm worried about my marks now— but at least there's time to sit in bed and stare at the wall for a while.
I want to disappear...
no idea if youve taken youre exam yet but i wish you luck!!!!
thank you for the spam, that rlly surprised me.. your blog is so pretty and fun to read through!!
i have my own exams to take in these next few weeks, so maybe our combined will to pass will result in it lol
good luck ^^
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Omg yes best of luck on your exams!! You've got this!! I spammed your blog because, well, it was really relatable... Glad we're friends, hehe (≧▽≦)
I'm imagining we're studying together like this ~♪
I love scrolling through your blog sm it’s so cozy :33
Somehow teleporting the silly little guy to you :3
AHHHHH omg thank you!!! I'll keep posting sweet things for you<3 (｡ﾉω＼｡)
[guy recieved.]
Good luck on ur examn !! 🙏
Thank you!!! Once this is all over, I can finally hole up in my room and play games forever...
Any recommendations on fun hobbies/things to do during the break? I want to start filling out my days so they don't blend together as much... (ŏ﹏ŏ｡;) Hopefully...
After a boring day studying at home, I got taiyaki from the nice lady outside the supermarket, and drew a little bit.
...does it count as vent art when the picture is happy? I feel like all my stress art looks sweet and unbothered.
But in reality, I'm so stressed, my last exam is tomorrow... (´；ω；｀) Don't cry yet, please..!
Omg yes it was!! Thank you for the latte silly ♡♡ it was sweet, like you!! (´ε｀ )
Yeah, I've been pretty busy — have a chemistry exam in about ten hours tonight, so hoping for the best on that one ... But once I'm through with it, there's only one more exam to go!!!
I'm so proud of you Pico, sorry I haven't been online lately but I just checked your blog today and saw the effort you've been putting in!! You've got this ୧(＾ 〰 ＾) I'm here trying to get myself together too!!
Caramel!!!!(๑ > ᴗ < ๑)°ᡣ𐭩 . ° . !! Hiii how are ur studies going?? Hopefully u aren't pushing urself too hard<3<3
Oh my goodness, thank you for checking up on me!! I really appreciate it (*´ω｀*) ♡ Life has been crazy as of late, between school and family events and festivals... I'll post some photos of how things have been!
Thank you so much, by the way. I had no energy to post until I saw your message. I love you!!! How are you doing these days??
It's been a while since I posted. School and family gatherings have made me very busy lately, so I haven't had much time, unfortunately (｡•́︿•̀｡) I miss you all dearly.
Qingming was just on Saturday, and the weather was perfect. The cherry blossoms were in season and beautiful!
This pond was so gorgeous, though I wish there was someone to take care of it— there was so much dirt and debris inside, and I couldn't see any of the fish I was so excited to feed...
hihi caramel my wonderful mootie!
hope you have an amazing day today!! <3
Ahh thank you!!
I held off on replying to this a little bit to save it for today. I've got a midterm and a quiz, so am really busy and stressed (´；ω；｀)
But, thanks to your kind words, I feel like today will be a good day. You have a wonderful time too, I love you <3
Aughhh I can't focus any longer!!
Studying is hard, but the midterm on Wednesday will be harder... Hopefully, I'll be okay. For now, I'm going to take a rest with some dessert...
I don't remember if I already sent you one so erm
AHHH!!!
W-wh-when did it become popular to fish slap your mutuals..?!?!!??!
/silly <3<3
PFFF BAHHAHAA I REALLY NEED TO GET OFF THIS SITE AND FOCUS ON MY STUDIES
This made my day, thank you <3
My friends are big fans of BABYMETAL, and plan to go to a concert in the summer. I'm not really a concert person, but I do appreciate the crowds of fashionable people they bring about. I wish I had that courage.
Where did the time go? It seems just yesterday I was a happy little girl with all the ambition in the world.
I used to look up to the greats wanting to follow in their footsteps, but now, all I wish to be is myself again.
Sometimes, I tear up a little in public, but it's okay, I think.