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3 years ago

Idk if this is just me, but I just CAN’T seem to find Mcu Peter Parker romantically/sexually attractive??????? (not really the others either, but I haven’t seen the other 5 Spidey movies so I can’t exactly say) Like, how do y’all do it?????? He’s technically 4 years older than me but we’ll be the same age when he would/will come back from the snap. {is sad in ‘05 child}

I just have the BIGGEST squish on him???????? Like it infuriates me that he’s fictional because we would have gotten along so well if he wasn’t????????? Just me??????? Oki


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3 years ago

I'm sorry but if you purposely use a SPOON to do a FORK'S job, I assume you either

a) Like to make things difficult for yourself

b) Are entering your villain arc and have sworn to be a fucking problem. This is the last straw. Come out with your hands up.


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2 months ago

I don't know about you, but why does no one think about this? Rampart spent months in an imperial labor camp. Why didn't that change him? I mean it's labor camp, not some fancy prison with disco lights...

Maybe I care about him too much, maybe tbb doesn't care about him at all. I'm just sayin 🤔


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1 year ago

hey everyone, i’m back! you miss me ? me i miss you, i back the first day of the best season ( aka autumn), i’m so happy, for can said that, for this new season my tumblr change, i have a period of absence but now i’m here and i’m a new person ( if i can said that), i change for the best and my tumblr too, i have a new idea, every day, i posted a thing ( a picture, a text….), i’m so happy for that !

good bye littles cat


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4 years ago

I'm Not Fine

How many times a day does someone ask you “how are you” or ”how are you doing” in a day?

And how many times do you say “I’m fine. Thanks. How are you?”

People don’t want a real answer when they ask you. It’s just a greeting, no one wants to know. And how many people would actually care if you gave them a real answer?

I’m not fine. I just say I’m fine because I don’t really want to say “I’m not gonna kill myself but I’m not okay.” So I just put on a fake smile, nod my head, and say what the socially acceptable script says to say.

I can’t think of a time when I was genuinely fine or okay. I just...exist.

Then one day, I just felt like I was drowning.

This all came from me realizing I’m a person I don’t like. That I never liked. I always said I would change. Said I wanted to change. I can’t even count how many times I said “today is the day”, the day has never come. I always never truly me. I was always what people wanted me to be. Always the girl who played it safe, never got out of my comfort zone. I never spoke up.

I fantasized about what it would be like to be anyone but me. Maybe because I never met me. Whenever I have let me shine through just a bit, it seems people don’t like her. Make jokes about her. Even my family. It's just a continuous hell loop in my head.

I think people just want others to be like the “average” person. People say it’s okay to be different, they tell you that everyone is free to do what they want, but the second someone turns their back, that’s a different story. “She clearly gained weight”, “her skirt is too short, the bitch is asking for something to happen”, “what was she thinking about when she got her hair done”, “eww, does she even know how to do her eyebrows?”

Why is it like this?

Why is it when someone finally shows that they do something completely normal, people are shocked just because it was done in public. They act like they don’t do the same things behind closed doors.

I’m just tired of not being the me I always wanted to be. I’m going to try now. I’m going to seriously try to be me and not what people want me to be or expect me to be.

She is now my past. I made the decision that she is dead. It doesn’t mean I’m not going to miss her in one way or another but I now know I don’t feel like I’m being drowned or can’t breathe.

I’m scared but relieved.

I finally feel as free.


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2 months ago

Ok since crk is getting popular again uh I haven’t played since 2022 and I just have one question

Did the fandom recover from herb cookie and sparkling cookie? From the graphinite edits?

Does anyone else remember that??? 😭

Ok Since Crk Is Getting Popular Again Uh I Haven’t Played Since 2022 And I Just Have One Question
Ok Since Crk Is Getting Popular Again Uh I Haven’t Played Since 2022 And I Just Have One Question

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5 years ago

You ever stub your toe on something and you get really mad so you kick that something, and it really doesn’t do anything except make your toe hurt more yet the act of kicking it brings a certain sense of satisfaction so you kick is as hard as humanly possible and the harder you kick it the better the feeling? 


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