Kaidan Skyrim - Blog Posts
To all my fellow autism skyrim custom follower ppl, my acc has stimboards for 7 so far.
Kaidan | here
Khash | here
Lucien | here
Inigo | here
Xelzaz | here
Nebarra | here
Lucifer | here
Caryalind may be next
Kaidan Stimboard!!
Chainmail, knight, dagger, sword, warrior, gauntlets, armor, dnd, fantasy, skyrim, elder scrolls.
(Gifs do not belong to me)
My dovahbros
this is also surface level ik theres much more to the lore of all of them
Make the creatures jiggle wiggle
Nebarra is reserved
Part .. 3
Sobs cries
Take my skyrim shitposts
There are more coming
Part 2
There are still more.
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the four horsemen of the apocolypse
me every day during class
maybe you live in a society. i live in an intricate fantasy in my head where all the skyrim sexymen are in love with me.
Y'ALL I'M NAMING MY DOVAHKIIN AND HIS BUDS THE DOVAHBROS LET'S GO
I'm traveling to Solstheim for the first time in this play through with Kaidan, Inigo, and Lucien.
Inigo just yelled "Hurry up, Lucien! We do not want to lose you!"
I'm crying their little teasing but still caring friendship is so cute. I've never seen bromance so nice.
IT'S MY BIRTHDAY
SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE KAIDAN POST MAN
say it 👹
When your sister doesn't know how to play Skyrim so you always do the beginning for her so she can go kill EVERYONE in the game.
I also always get her a husband or smth
I bet y'all wish you had a brother who was like me 🥱
My birthday is tomorrow and there is still no me x Kaidan birthday fics 🥱/j
Do y'all ever cry cuz Kaidan is so pretty.
I just sobbed to pretty fanart of Kaidan. He is so beautiful. How can a man be so pretty. I love him sm. I just wanna hug him. I have never wanted to hug a man so badly.
Kaidan My Beloved ♡
Sometimes when I play Skyrim I have to establish like a fucking buddy system. Between Kaidan, Khash, Inigo, Lucifer, Xelzaz, and Sofia I can barely keep track.
when we have to progress to a new room I have to do like a fire drill role call for them bitches.
Kaidan has me sobbing on my knees. Bro said "C'mere Handsome" cuz he wanted a kiss and I just folded immediately.
I wonder how Kaidan feels knowing that he's smarter than the literal Dragonborn. Like sorry that whenever a strong dude wearing cool ass robes comes in I have to kill him. Like how dare this goofy ass NPC be dripped out better than me 🥱
Playing Skyrim is fun but sometimes I feel like I'm watching a bunch of kindergardeners. There are 3 braincells shared between me, Kaidan, Inigo, Sofia, and Khash. And Kaidan has all of them.
Kaidan: By the nine. Has anyone here ever heard of critical thinking?
Lucien: I don't believe so. What are some of their songs?
uuuhh, Merry Christamas!
i got married in the playthrough! i usally never do, just mainly because the whole thing is a lot, and i usally have major update in the game that requries the game to be restart. so i'm glad that i got to do it, the work was amazing and beautiful. i love all the dialogue, the set piece, and just everything!
anyway, i'll probably publish some more screenshots at some point.
hello Traveler!
i've made some more adjustments to Willow. the one where she's in an dress is where she's comfortable (her handful of homes, Kai's Tent, and inns) i'll take some more screenshots, of her at some point. however, just wanted to show some pics that got me screaming on how adorable Kai is.
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he makes a little shrine for you
i legit didn't know that when you told him your god/goddess that you worship. he has a little shrine deticated for it for you. i (obviosuly) chose Akotosh, casuse it just make sense due to Willow's Lore. i just found it so adorable, and cute.
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Just his letters
he's literally so fucking cute! it makes me twirl my hair when i see more of his letters in the small little chest. it also shows more of his thoughts on your quests, choices, and companions that you've decided to bring along with (Erik, Alea, Farkas, and Vilkas). its sucha cool detail, built i love the crumpled up ones, as well as just his regular notes. (i feel like they did good job on showing that the letter was in deed crumpled up)
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okay, i've let it all out of my system. i really should screenshot more of things that are so funny to me in Skyrim, as well as interactions thats happening because of Immersive Features. i love their work! and can't wait to see their next update!
here are some more photos of my playthrough. absolutely loving this in-game winter, not so much real life. and i really think the outfit i chose for Willow Makese sense, again if any one is curious i would love to yap about her Character, casue i;m really proud of how she came out. Anyway, thats all i have for you travlers!
I don’t know if anyone has head, but Liv (the original creator of Kaidan) is back working on Kaidan! AND WITH IMMERSIVE FEATURES!!
Oh my god! I can’t believe this, I love her work she put into Kaidan. And the fact that she’s back to this amazing and exciting. I’m not sure what role she has (I’m assuming Writer, or something similar), but currently they’re going to be doing a basic re-write of The Dawngaurd, don’t know about the DragonBorn DLC, but I think they might be working on that as well.
As well as an extension of the dark brother hood, which they’ve stated “we’ll be seeing sides of Kaidan that we weren’t aware of,” which gives me anxiety and excitement. Cause I don’t want my sweet boy to be more traumatized when i do the Dark Brotherhood, and I don’t want him possibly enjoy it. Cause, that’s just itsn’t him. (I’m not saying that they’ll do that, but that line definitely implies something). I can’t do the Dark Brotherhood quest when he’s around, cause I can’t stand it when he’s disapproving of my actions. I usually just get done before him, or just do the bounty version (Dispite it being very anti-climatic).
Anyway, I’m so excited to see where they’ll be going in the this new direction with Liv. I know they’ll still be working on the family mod, which I’m PATIENTLY waiting for. I’m hoping they get to finish this possible mod before the addictional of quests. But, they’ve already claimed that they’ll be doing it as a background project. Which I will forever respect as their decision.
I’m so grateful for this community, if you haven’t already; please join their discord! They’re super welcoming, and happy to answer any possible questions for Kaidan. Just make sure to read their rules, and to respect it as well.
Anyway, just wanted to yap about it all. Thank you!
hey! guess whos back!
so i finally got all of my mods sorted, a little bummed out due to the fact i now don't have my seasons passing anymore. but beggers cant be choosers. i also gave her a changed of clothes, fitting way more better with her lore. (such as taking after her father a lot more.)
all the gear that being shown is by a Bloodborne armor pack, and i'm obsessed with it. you'll definitely see me make her on different outsits as this mod playthrough progresses. i appreciate everyone's patience!
see you until, Travlers!
The loss of one
Kaidan, the crimson red eyed man chopped the remaining wood. He felt the breeze of the cold crisp cold hitting his bare back and chest. He felt goosebumps on his skin, but he didn’t feel cold. It just felt like a pressure sensation. He felt the snow melt against his Carmel skin, water slowly trickling down to his brown pants that he decided to fit in. He was shocked to see them fit so nicely after all these years.
He tied a rope around the structure, and looked up to see the many crafted ornaments around the tree that’s he’s made over the past 15 years. He’s made sure that each one came from a different wood that he remembered her liking. The craftsmanship was in good shape, and was smooth. He threw the rope and the ornament tied together on the branch that he directed, he felt it dangle and move around a it and settled nicely. As if it was a perfect piece.
Kaidan brushed aside his hair, he felt it getting longer than usual and seeing the strands of grey as well. Than again he hasn’t cut it in the past decade, nd he didn’t want to. He remembered her saying he loved his long hair, and wished he would have it down all the time. He could still feel her thin and beautiful hands brush within hair, and massaging his scalp.
He suddenly heard a loud crunching from the snow beneath someone feet. He could also hear who it belonged to based off of their stride and how they held herself. “Good morning Alea,” he muttered, not turning towards her. Already grabbing another log to shop up, to prepare for another ornament.
“Good Morning, Kaidan.” She greeted back, looking up at his work again. She wore a simple greenish black cloak to warm herself from the cold. She had a handful of expressions when Alea glanced up at the work. Kaidan knew the majority of the feels she had, but some he couldn’t. Just like she didn’t know half of what he felt when he looked up at them when he admired them from afar. “Todays her Anniversary.” Alea announced bluntly, her voice echoing through the forest.
Kaidan chuckled horsley, still feeling the scab that was on an old wound being pushed. “Yes, it is.” He replied, cutting the wood. He kept his mind to how she taught him, how to carve woods without harming the wood itself. He teased relentlessly at the fact she cared about wood life despite it being already chopped and gone. She would always argue that it was what her mother taught her, and she loved the trees.
Alea furrowed her eyebrows at him as she saw him ignore her. She sighed, “you need to get back inside Kaidan.” She ordered, her voice stern but gentle. Knowing why he’s out here in the first place, why he’s always making ornaments around a tree.
“I’m fine Alea,go back inside with the boys. I just…” he stopped for a moment, feeling himself fletch around himself. His voice almost wavering, he swallowed thickly and took a deep breath in. He let it out smoothly, and looked back up at the ornaments seeing it all hit eachother in the wind. “I just need a moment, Alea, please..” Kaidan requested, looking over his shoulder with a pleading look in his eyes at Alea.
Alea looked at him for moment, opening her mouth for a moment. But, decided against it. She sighed, and nodded in understanding. “I’ll let Farkas and Vilkas know than.” She muttered, walking back to the wooden house. Stopping for a moment, to look back at the lonesome man. “Remember Kaidan, we’re always here for you. We, too, miss our little wolf, never forget that.” She demanded, walking back to the cabin. Kaidan flinched slightly as she shut the door abruptly.
Kaidan gripped his axe tightly, and threw it down to the ground in anger. He sighed deeply, trying to calm down the fire in his throat. He wasn’t getting better, and he thought he had been. He’s been trying for the sake of his friends, and very little family he has left. But he misses her.
The day he saw her in that bed, it was hard on him to even look at her without being reminded of everyone before her that left in a similar fashion. On a bed, look pale and nothing but skin and bones. But no less smiling, as if she didnt mind being taken away to a place when he couldn’t fellow. Not yet.
She would constantly tell him to be strong, that she would always be there. Even if she wasn’t going to be in the way he hoped. She’ll always watch over him, their children, their friends, everyone. She was a protector even in the after life. If anyone in Skyrim were going to come after them, they would deal with a legendary Dragonborn ghost they all joked.
But it still wasn’t enough for them to stop feeling the impending fact of her being gone. He remembered her asking so sweetly, to be buried under the Willow tree near their home. Kaidan didn’t care, she could bluntly tell him that she would want to bury on the other side of Tamerial and Kaidan would gladly do the trip. Alone if she wanted him to. Willow grabbed a hold of his face, and kissed him softly at that. Kaidan almost broke how light and little preside he felt.
Kaidan cried during her final moments, and so did their children dispite not knowing exactly what was going on. They all were around her, holding her close. Along with the pack as well, touching her legs, arms, hands as she passed. They all whimpered and cried as she was humming softly, having a small hand on Kai’s face as he basically wrapped around himself around her. While leaning her head on the kids, who were smiling at her. Saying that they couldn’t wait to see her again. Not fully grasping the meaning of it.
Yes she smiled so sweetly at all of the. She kissed Kai’s head softly again and on her kid’s. She felt a tear trickle, as the last note she sung. And felt her hand slowly slip away from Kaidan’s face, and her grip failing to keep its hold on Erik’s hand. Kaidan kissed her head softly, muttering “I will see you again my tre huger..” Lydia bit her lip tightly, fighting back any more tears on her face as she held up both of the kids who were about to crawl back to their father.
Lydia held the children’s hands toward their rooms, saying the adults would need to discuss some of things in private. Not wanting to interrupt anyone’s grieving, and saying at a later time they’ll discuss more of this.
Everyone went in their respective rooms, not wanting intrude on anyone’s moment. While Kaidan still stayed in the nursery’s room. Laying near to Willow’s Body, and slowly letting go of her. She felt so cold now, and he wished he could hold onto her just a little bit longer. And kissed her forehead wince again.
Kaidan felt himself be pulled back to the present. He heard the door slammed open again, and saw two of his children running fast at him. ”Papa!” Kaidan first instinct was to check if they were harmed or were going to be harmed, he instantly instantly picked up his axe, and checked for danger behind them. Instead, he saw was Alea, and the wolf twins grinning ear to ear.
He felt their weight ram into him, causing himself to be unbalanced and crash into the snow below him with a thump. “What?! What is it?” He asked the kids who had bright smiles, that Kaidan had to look away. “Are you in danger? Are we in danger? Is your uncles and aunts in danger?” He asked instantly, his mouth speaking before he could think.
“No! Papa, come on you promised us!” One of Teens exclaimed. “Please papa!” The other exclaimed excitedly, practically hopping.
“Huh? Promised you what?” Kaidan cocked an eyebrow, trying to decipher what they were all reminding him of something. He looked past at the two, and silently pleaded them for assistance or help. But all they gave was a wave, and shut the door behind them. With a undeniable smirk on all their faces. He grumbled, and looked at his kids for answers.
“You promised you would tell us about Mama.” They answered bluntly, Kaidan was taking a back from their honestly and stright forward approach. It made him almost proud of them. However, he felt his gut clenched at the idea of telling his kids about their mother.
“Kids, I know you all want to know her-“
“Please dad. You promised, you can’t keep her memory of her forever.” One of the grimaced,it felt like a gut punch towards his scab. “we want to know her, see her life through the memories of the man who loved her the most. A-and it’s-“ he cut himself off, trying to composed himself. The other finished for him. “Papa, what we’re trying to say is we want to hear of our mother. What she stood for.” She answered, getting up walking towards the Willow Tree in their yard. She looked in awe of the ornaments that hung around it, if anything ot made the tree looked more beautiful with around her.
“What she was for this family. And to you.” The son finished, standing by his sisters they all turned towards Kaidan, who looked at his children in shock. They waited for his response, what he would say, and what he would think.
He sighed, and looked at his children. “I’ve been selfish for 15 years, I think it’s time I tell you kids memories of her. She would probably kick me in my hind neck for doing it towards you.” He looked at the ornmaments for a moments in wonder, and looked intently for a moment. And chuckled softly, “no, she would definitely do so.” He chuckled, he walked towards them and learned against the willow, and patted the spots near him for them to sit. Which the kids did so.
“Where should I begin? Hm.. how about when I met her.”
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I’m starting to make a possible one shots of my oc and Kaidan. Cause I’ve already made one story. But oh, well!
Anyway, enough of me crying about Kaidan.
i decided to update my character (again), this time added a lot more things with my character that goes wit their lore that i had. if you're curious of her background, please let me know! i would love to go in depth with their physical description, how they got their scars/tattoos. i really love the eyes, and decided to change the hair. i do love the long luscious hair that i originally had, but i felt like it wouldn't fit her. if you're curious what mods I'm using for her i would gladly give away them (that is if i can find them within my NOW 609 mods) i love the shots i took! i tried to use more of the dresses that i loved with an armor pack that i got. i never use those clothes due to me running around in the world trying to get all the quests done lmaoo. but here are some more!
I've love Rain (as you can tell with my screenshots), and the lightings mods, along with my ENB I'm in love with how its all turned out. anyway, I'm exhausted. i still have yet to go to church tomorrow, which i haven't gone in a while.
This is my legit rant. I tried following an understandable tutorial but i started getting lost, and saw that they were doing files that I didn’t need for my own replacer. I wanted to kill myself because I got all of their set up, and took hours to fellow them, and I hated it all. I’m contiplanting to just hire someone to make the personal present I have and just make it into a file I can download, cause this shit is just too hard.
I hate that I.m too stupid for this.