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I finally realized that I need her, that I want to see her and talk to her about all kinds of things. But I haven't been able to track her down. I suppose I should have started looking for her a lot sooner. It might have been much easier then.
—Tengo
Haruki Murakami, 1Q84, Book 2
I hate you because I love you.
"If you can love someone with your whole heart, even one person, then there's salvation in life. Even if you can't get together with that person."
–Aomame
—Haruki Murakami, 1Q84
خدا نے بنایا کیا خوب ماشااللہ تمھیں
Khuda ne banana kya khoob mashallah tumhe
God has made you so beautifully, mashallah
चुपके चुपके रात दिन आँसू बहाना याद हैं
हम को अब तक आशिकी का वो ज़माना याद हैं
I still recall when first I fell in love
The silent tears I shed, all night, all day.
~ Hasrat Mohani, Translated by Ralph Russell
We pretend we don't exist anymore.
We aren't "us" now
I roam around with memories of someone
~Atmaparichay, Harivansh Rai Bachchan
In your memories, I am drunk on the poison named Love
मैं जग-जीवन का भार लिए फिरता हूँ ,
फिर भी जीवन में प्यार लिए फिरता हूँ ;
कर दिया किसी ने झंकृत जिनको छु कर
मैं साँसों के दो तार लिए फिरता हूँ !
I live with the burden of the world
Yet, I live with love in my life
Someone's love has touch
The two strings of my breath
~आत्म परिचय- हरिवंश राय बच्चन
~Aatmaparichay, Harivansh Rai Bachchan
I seemed to have a crush on you
Even when it's forbidden and you know the truth
I pretend I do not look at you
With fondness and nothing new
You are my favorite person Dumbass
You said I make you blush with my words
You make my blush with just your existence
The feeling when they behave in the most childish way in front of you and no one else.
It's like they are opening their inner child to only you <3
You said you love me yet your actions say otherwise
I regret many things in life. Loving you was one of them.
I want to love you with all my heart.
But somedays I wish to be loved too.
There he goes, running away, after stabbing me in my heart. Again.
Maybe loving you was my sin. And now I am making atonement.
"Hope is often just a consoling thought, our naive disclaimer, retracting the possibility of a certain reality that we don't have the power to change."
— Apsara Menaka
Menaka's Choice, Kavita Kané
"I have never loved a man as I love you, and I never shall again."
— Apsara Menaka
Menaka's Choice, by Kavita Kané
She wished to stop all that she has to endure
Have you ever loved a song because of a particular person? But when that person and you drifted apart, it ruined the song for you, 'cause you no longer feel the same emotions as you once felt while listening to it </3
I look at the same sky that rains on you <3
I fell in love with your hands
There is nothing more that I wish for, than to hold you in my arms Mi Amor
I check my phone for the thousandth time
It's been 10 days since I last heard from you
You torment me in the name of love; True
How painful and in despair I seem to be
You seem so indifferent to my agony
The feminine urge to watch Pride and Prejudice(2005) the movie, instead of reading the novel.
I pretend to be scared to cross the road just to hold your hand
Oh, things I do to be near you.
She was your favorite person, just like you were mine 🥀
I mistook your daggers as smiles
