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any other neurodivergent (mainly autism and/or adhd) people unable to consume content normally.
like my dad will just?? watch something and be like "yeah that was good" then move on?? And then there's me, who will consume something, stare at a wall for a bit, and then rapidly try to consume any content I can find of it. Fanart, fanfiction, c.ai bots, memes, youtube videos... and if I can't find any I get upset. And I rewatch/reread/etc it over and over again and obsess over it for days. It's not even a hyperfixation rn I am just unable to consume media normally
also why am I the only posts on the raining knives tag since 2020 where is the fandom this comic deserves a fandom wtf it's so good I need content of it pls my little audhd brain cannot /silly
So here is a strange idea I had,
So Merlin is Immortal, he can't stay dead, but he does get killed throughout the show in his bid to protect Arthur.
Here's my AU idea:
Every time Merlin dies, a piece of his memories dies with him.
This doesn't affect him much, as he doesn't die often in the beginning, but as time goes on and he gets more desperate to protect Arthur, he becomes more reckless, not realising his lucky escapes after being knocked out was due to him being dead and the perpetrators leaving his corpse.
After all, dead men tell no tales, usually.
With each death, he loses a memory and he wouldn't have noticed, but Arthur does.
Arthur would mention at one point or another about this or that and Merlin wouldn't be able to recall it.
It at first annoys him and makes him point out about Merlin's low intelligence. But as time goes on, he gets concerned when Merlin can't remember certain people or events.
He brings up the time Merlin cried for the Dragonlord.
Merlin: Who?
Arthur: The last Dragonlord? Balinor? You cried over him when he died protecting you?
Merlin: Huh... I don't remember him, but if he did save my life, then I'm grateful, but why did I cry? Did I know him well?
Arthur: ... No, but you helped to convince him to help Camelot. He was a good man in the end.
Merlin: I see. Well, it's strange how I don't remember that.
Arthur: *Concerned*
It happens occasionally as time goes on and Arthur starts to consult Gaius about Merlin's memories.
Then I can see Merlin being outed as a sorcerer to Uther when Arthur is gone on some diplomatic mission. Uther wouldn't think twice before sentencing Merlin to death. Only he won't die.
He dies and dies in many different ways. Uther desperate to get rid of Merlin who he sees as the embodiment of his fears (if only he knew đ ).
Merlins deaths happen so many times, that by the time Arthur returns 2 weeks later, and storms the dungeons angry and confused, he was met with a sight he'll never forget.
Arthur: Merlin! *Rushes to the jail bars and demands answers to his questions*
Merlin: *Stares blankly*
Arthur: đ Merlin! Answer me!
Merlin: Do I know you?
It hits him harder than any fist or magic ever could.
And that's all I've got. Tell me what you think, what happens next?
Till next time fellow dreamers~! â¨
A round of applause for Mary MacDonald, the REAL Casanova of the Gryffindor Tower. Thank you.
Wanna know something funny?
the taste of water + stuffed nose = really weird tasting water like it just tastes like water
[SEASON 5 OF BSD MENTIONED]
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WHAT THE FUCK???????
LIKE OK, SO I JUST FINISHED THE LAST SEASON AND WHAT
EHAT JUST HAPPENED?????????
LIKE DO I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT SEASON OR IS THE MANGA ALREADY PAST THAT POINT?
WHAT DO I WATCH/READ IN THE MEANTIME???
AUGHHHHHH
(10/10 anime, would reccomend)
Average autistic experience đ
No bc fr the amount of times i find out ppl hate me for no reason is- wayyy too high. Like. What??? Ive barely spoken to u. Why do u despise me sm???
Dungeon Meshi is about a quirked up white boy on a quest to save his sister and perhaps indulge his special interest along the way. He's a man of pure heart who has done nothing but help anyone he's met. Then part way through the story you start seeing other pov characters and it turns out every single person who has met him outside his party has read his awkward social skills and love for grilling as a sign of something deeply evil and has vowed to kill him on sight.
they literally put the jayvik forehead touch in the new series trailer. right next to the caitvi kiss. that's fuckign crazy
still waiting for a book where the story is told from the main protagonist's pov but then is later revealed that the main protagonist was already deceased and the person telling the story the entire time was their close friend.
and now my family is group singing Albuquerque by weird al (INCLUDING THE ONE DRIVING!!!) and im listening to False Identity.
Listening to music on my headphones WHILE there's music on in the car is crazy because theres GOOD ENOUGH by atsuover playing and im listening to a goddamn mandela catalogue fan song
Very much an experience to space out to
It's so funny being a shipper when you're aroace it's like you're an anthropologist, like hey fictional blorbos who live in my head let me study your bonds under a microscope and take notes on what happens when I throw Valentines Day into your enclosure
no because why don't we talk about this more?
Bro I only drew and posted this today and Iâm already finding things Iâm gonna change when I render it like akcoajfowpf-
Sus Gabriel-
OK SO LIKE IâM PLAYING MIITOPIA WITH THE LU BOYS AND TWILIGHT JUST SAID âHowdy!â AND IM DYING BDGFHITDFHDU
bestie help i cant log in my account-
how the hell am I supposed to help with that?!
âŚand if you can make an ask that means you can get into your account silly
Maybe Tiktok is the moots we made along the way.
wtf bro
latest episode of my special interest is causing me an anxiety attack like there was no trigger warning wtf
this isnt even the first time they've done stuff like this?
HONEY?!? LOVE?!? I NEED TO WATCH THIS TNTL BC WHAT ARE THEY ON???
this is for you damangela nation
we are so winning
Wattpad crack: We're unrealistic and kinda cringe
Ao3 crack:
If you think this about fan fic and fan fic writers, don't even fucking talk to me.
just so you know, you have some followers who enjoy/write fanfiction. not saying their urls rn bc i donât wanna air out dirty laundry in public but if you want them so you can block and report, just say the word and iâll dm you a list
Me: Hey, can you stand up so I can get through?
My Sister: Omg stop being such a Karen and chill out!
My Mom to me: Stop engaging in conflict with your sister all the time.
Me: ??????
am i more productive at nighttime or am i so choked with responsibility and duty during the day that my free time is now only ever available to me when in exchange for a sacrifice of tomorrow's wellbeing? (because apparently revenge nighttime procrastination is an actual thing??)
Okay, Ninjago fanfic ick:
When I'm trying to find a good lava fic, and they portray Kai completely OOC. I don't read as much Bruise, but it seems to be an issue with Jay too; talking more about Kai because I read that more but just wanted to mention that.
but yeah so many fics will make Kai all shy uwu or Twink-ify him as if Cole x Kai isn't two dumbass guys in love. Like I'm sorry, but Kai would not fucking act like that. He's not shy, he's just bad at flirting there is a DIFFERENCE. He's not the UwU soft boy type.
idk, just really hate when people write queer ships in a way that pushes very obvious gender roles/stereotypes that clearly do not fit the character(s).
And this applies to Cole too. Do people forget how soft and sweet he is??? He's a big teddy bear!
Iâm actually completely the opposite XD I read Bruise more, but I still completely agree!
Especially when you wrote this: âhate when people write queer ships in a way that pushes very obvious gender roles/stereotypesâ !!!!!!! I think all the world should hear this
Also yesss I love seeing bruise fics with both Cole and Jay just snuggling, laughing and teasing each other while playing video games (who am I kidding, NOBODY DOES THIS BECAUSE EVERUONE IS ADDICTED TO EITHER ANGST OR SMUT) (same)
Also Kai isnât bad at flirting!! Heâs in over his head (s15) but I wouldnât call that bad? He got that girl hooked in s3, and he was the most lovable ninja in s6
*half chokes while clearing throat* hu-hum, sorry, is it just me or is it thirsty in here?
I am literally crying over this post right now
Bring back the tradition of spreading fanon surnames and confusing people into thinking they're canon for the newer characters
I offer:
Mandarin "Arin" Orangeman
Sora Lloyd (disowned parents)
Wyldfyre Heatwave
Geo Afton-Brookstone
Rogue Runner
Jordana Watserfaze
Bonzle Brookstone
Ras Gertig
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