Little Rant - Blog Posts
Ok why is it so hard to find internships for me. Like I'm supposed to find one for one of my classes and then I don't have to do anything schoolwork wise, but literally all of them are 18+ (I'm a highschool student) or their applications closed in like January for this coming year 😭 and there very little opportunities in the field I want to pursue anyways it makes me so mad
I've been obsessed with him for 5 years and I can't get unobsessed
CHAT I DONT EVEN HAVE A FIGURE OR NOTHIN OF HIM
I want him, want to be him, I want stuff of him, I want to cosplay him, I want everything atp
ITS BEEN FIVE YEARS.
I love him so much and even after I'm not in the fandom no more, I'm still fixated on HIM, and his character completely
Chat I might have a thing for blondes 😝😝
Damn you autism💔
I lowkey hate the fact that some people headcanon Mitsuri is chubby because of her boobs. Like, you see a girl that isn't ridiculously skinny and you call her "chubby" ? Because she has thick thighs ? Because she has bigger breasts ? Is that all ? She isn't ridiculously skinny with a big breast so she's chubby ? I have nothing against chubby people. But c'mon, we saw her in her bath scene that she's slim. Stop believing she's chubby just because she's not ridiculously skinny to the bone.
Man, this day is going… okayish? I can’t see the new MD episode today because of my time zone, AO3 is STILL down, and it’s not sure if I will get to see my partner tomorrow (maybe mom will say no bc of Easter plans). I mean at least I can watch the new episode tomorrow in an alert and awake state instead of waiting until 11 pm to watch it and be all sleepy and unresponsive when I do watch it (and prolly not being able to sleep after bc of the emotions and thoughts it might bring me, both positively and negatively) so there’s that.
Something to contrast very heavily with my last post — I'm genuinely so sick and tired of the blatant sexualization that bbh faces. I can't search him up on this app without some fucking loser drawing him with his cock out
I think he's one of the most sexualized people on the dreamsmp as a whole and I mean that with every inch of my being
Ik that with the existence of something comes a sexual version of it or wtv but that doesn't mean I have to like it. And it doesn't mean I have to embrace it either. It's against his boundaries too
YO I FUCKING BEAT MALENIA LETS GOOOO FUCK YEAH
I WAS STRUGGLING LAST NIGHT FOR LIKE A GOOD TWO HOURS PROBABLY BUT THEN BEAT HER IN LIKE TEN MINUTES THE NEXT DAY
though not gonna lie kinda sad that i killed her bUT I DID IT 🎉 🎉🎉
Random couple: having a screaming match right outside my house
Me: some people are trying to sleep hear!
Me: ... Not me but you know, other people
Story: so literally this is happening like right now, some random ass couple have been habing a screaming match since 11:00 pm, why? I dont know and dont care. I physically can't sleep until my brain is like "time to sleep now" because quarentine has messed up my sleep schedule real bad. So I just listened to them until, the police get called. It is now like midnight and they stopped I guess. So yay?
Little Panic! rant
How can a person both smile and cry at the same time? Like I'm laughing my ass off because it not Panic! splitting it's just Brendon splitting up, the actual split up happened years ago, but damn to have another album like 2005-2016 era (especially Pretty. Odd) back again would make me happy. Those albums were so gorgeous and helped be through a lot of shit. I'm kinda bittersweet, but glad the dead is being laid to rest. The Disco is finally calm. :')