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Lost.
Sometimes, I can't help but feel lost. What am I doing with my life? Where am I going? Heck, I even get literally lost with directions all the time. Life is all about changes. How you respond and adapt to those changes shows you what kind of person you are. Or so I've been told. I think a person is made up of many strengths and weaknesses, and all of them define each and every one of us beautifully. So regardless of what we determine as "success" in life, I think as long as we are happy with who we are, who cares where we are going, or what we'll be doing next. Let's just take things slowly, day by day. Living in the moment.
The scariest thing for me right now is that , I'll lag behind my friends or even my own expectations. I don't know how to equip myself resilience. I have a fear that it won't work out or won't be enough, I wouldn't be enough.
Sunday Oct 11, 2020
Today I’m feeling let down and upset. I’m usually a person who suffers in silence. I don’t honestly trust anyone to talk to. Because every time I try to do the right thing and speak what’s on my mind in return I get judgment. Or no one understands. People tell me to always make sure to talk to someone when I’m feeling let down. But how can I? When in the end I just get disappointed by the responses I receive. Let down. Dear God help me! .-.
i honestly love Juliet Burke so much. she's introduced as a villain. she's revealed to be a victim. she's a doctor, a mechanic, and a time traveler. she killed at least two men, probably more. she's the youngest sister and a child of divorce. her favorite book is carrie and she loves opera. she once got sentenced to death. she's been a traitor, a double agent, a spy, a triple agent. she speaks latin. she cries when she gives good news. she handcuffed herself to another woman, kept the key, and lied about it. she got hugged maybe 2 or 3 times in 3 seasons. she physically fought two women and got slapped by a third one. she detonates a fucking hydrogen bomb
sometimes (often) i think about how when juliet asks jack for help saving colleen in early s3 of lost, she says she's "not used to death."
i used to think this was a plot hole, because later we learn that she'd seen nine patients die from the island's pregnancy complications by this point. but i don't think so anymore. i really think that no matter how much death juliet witnesses, she never gets used to it.
she continually gives up opportunities to leave the island throughout s4/5, so other people can be saved instead. she comes VERY close to dying in early s5, because she stops in the middle of fleeing an attack to throw sand on a burning body.
she doesn't hesitate to kill, but only does so when someone (usually sawyer) is in active danger. she doesn't kill for revenge, or personal gain. she just wants to survive, and for the people she cares about to survive. she just wants to get off the island of death, go home, and celebrate the new life she helped create.
she uses her last gasp to detonate a nuclear bomb, hoping beyond hope it will save everyone (BUT her) from doom. in a way, that's exactly what happens, with the cruel, cruel side effect of triggering the same pregnancy issue she gets recruited to the island to solve.
juliet is doomed by the narrative to create her own suffering. a tragic figure from the start. but the choices she makes, they still matter. the way she chooses to exist in her time loop of doom still matters.
it still matters, that she isn't used to death.
Well, yes.
I think Shannon Rutherford and Quinn Fabray would get along.
Oh Charlie how I miss your gay walk and flared jeans in these trying times
Im so ridiculously sick rn (yay flu!) does anyone have any lost fic recs(?)
this is so funny to me
just found these edits of sims!jack in my drafts from JUNE. sjdkfskdfjlsfjkdl. sul sul!
he was beaten 4815162342 times, respectfully
Michael Giacchino and people that named the episodes are the same organism
If I had a nickel for every time my favourite piece of media's actor took pictures on the set, I would have two nickels, which isn't a lot but I'm happy that it happened twice
Boromir couldn't escape his death even on a photo 💔
Does this make any sense or am I going insane
Portrait practice + closeups w the nightmare polycule!!1!!1!!!1!!
Also why the fuck is Jack so hard to draw
my absolute favorite thing about lost is that it is genuinely, unironically, about the friends we made along the way
Hello, Lost fans.... I need opinions
Any other Lost fans out there who ship Sawyer and Sayid? I'm rewatching Lost, and there's no way they're not meant for each other.