Malachai. - Blog Posts

i want to be covered in blood right now. like that would make me feel better

Matching your freak is beautiful and all but what you really need is a boy who's infatuated with your freak. Down bad for your freak. Deeply intrigued by your freak. Eager to see more of your freak. Supportive of your freak. Gets bricked up witnessing your freak, even.

I want to lick your pulse and make you wonder if I’ll bite.

i am childish, violent, unpredictable, predatory, bloodthirsty and cruel. still, i am way above you.

Abducting her lover and taking him to an abandoned church where I slit his throat over the alter like a sacrificial lamb and force her to watch as I remove his heart

Preaching from a bloody mouth

(perverse, predatory, manipulative voice) Hello 

hey you kind of set off my prey drive. wanna get out of here ? you first

nonchalance turns me off so badly. give me obsession on the brink of depravity or give me nothing

“You can love a monster, it can even love you back, but that doesn’t change its nature.”

— Eliza Crewe, Crushed (via psychquotesss)

Andrei Tarkovsky, from a diary entry featured in Time Within Time; Selected Diaries

“i’m gonna hold my toy after i break it” blahblahblah

what about a toy holding YOU after you break it .ᐣ like what if i just want to absolutely ruin the thing, have it bleeding and shaking and crying, and it wants to hold me .ᐣ it just wants to be close to me and spoon me and hold me and push its face in my neck and it wants to pretend i love like how a person loves a person and not how an owner loves its dog.

— fatima aamer bilal; coffin heart? bury me.

forgive me father for i have sinned in all the most intricate, exquisite and aesthetically pleasing ways i was capable of

i want you (threat)

Anaïs Nin, Delta of Venus, originally published: 1977

Why are you problematic

just for fun

Where’s your favorite place to leave a bruise?

There something about seeing the constellation of little purple bruises that lay out exactly where my fingers had been gripping that holds a special place in my heart 🖤

yeah shoutout to pleasures of the flesh

i wouldn’t ever do that to you babe

i would do much worse

Biological father(derogatory)

i don’t like “til death do us part” cause why would death part us??? u are mine in death and every life after this

you don’t have to match my freak you just have to think whatever’s wrong with me is fascinating and perhaps even sexual

can i interest you into getting stupid fucking high with me

i'm actually very normal if you ignore everything i have ever said and done

Masculine urge to instill fear and dominance until my prey dies or conforms into my perfect forever toy.