Manifesting Diary - Blog Posts
i think what we mostly stuggle with is perceiving 3D as too real. As if it’s something we stuck with.
After crashing out i reached sabbath again! so yesterday my sp was asking to meet me but then with my 3D circumstances i wasn’t able to go out.
This really made me feel like i was stuck in my old circumstances. Waking up with same 3D, while dealing with every problems i created here i had to fulfill myself. So i felt so frustrated and annoyed. But i found my way back to my state.
I even changed my dr list idk why but that wasn’t feeling fulfilled i think i’m pretty much used to my first dr state so it was a little weird mental journey.
I keep forgetting consciousness creates the reality, and my state is real. Like actual reality i’m living in.
From everyone’s story, while they were facing their problems in 3D they always fulfilled their desires and eventually 3D reflected back.
I guess now there’s nothing to do other than have everything in 4D.
letting go of needing proof in 3D was little challenging tbh. But i learnt to be indifferent to my 3D and continue live with my desires in 4D.
Anyway little update on my journey
My personal favorite manifestation stories & why
So i wanted to share my most favorite stories which are moonbakeries’ and blushydior’s. Their story is so simple and encouraging. Makes it easier to understand the law. They both were in hard circumstances and they both persisted in their new story and got their desires. But when i say it like they got their desires it makes it look like they did something to have it. But no, they understood how the law operates so that’s why everything reflected back.
I have been on loablr since 2023? idk i don’t remember those days exactly. Now i think of those times when i thought i persisted and got no results i was still resistant towards my new identity which you could call your “desired state” or “dream life”. The most helpful realization was that i still had love for my old state. Everything seems impossible or hard if you still see things from your old self’s perspective. That’s why i also studied Buddha’s teachings and non-dualism. They teach there’s only one self and one else. Which could sound haunting and kinda sad at first but as time goes on, the more you experience human life, you realize things mean something because only you thought so.
Let’s think about it. Can someone else think for you? no. Even if you think so, still you are the only one thinking, assuming, believing, manifesting.
A few days ago i felt like my life was so meaningless and i had no desire to live at all. Everything felt empty and cold. Then i just decided why not and i will think what i want.
Now let’s go back to my favorite manifestation stories. They persisted in their new story. Even physical reality didn’t look like their desires they didn’t give any meaning and immediately gave themselves their desires in imagination.
We are always in our imagination/4D. We can leave physical reality/3D (void state) but we don’t actually leave 4D and never will. Even if you imagine nothingness you are still imagining it.
It’s been 3-4 days since i decided to have some discipline and just persist. First 2 days i was fighting a lot with my thoughts which related to my old state. But i kept going on and kept persisted.
Now the only thing seems to be keeping me is my expectations of 3D changing. But if 3D is simply mirroring 4D then why would i want to fill my 4D with my current 3D again. Makes no sense.
I understand how everything is instant and 3D means nothing. Because when you think about void state, you are pure consciousness meaning there’s no 3D to give meanings to. So it means if we stop giving any meanings to 3D then what’s the difference between manifesting in void state or just simply changing your state/a+p.
I pretty much entered the sabbath state. I decided to let go of expecting 3D to change and continue whatever the life i’m living rn but give it no meaning and freely feel, live however i want in 4D. It might sound confusing or too much but when you actually want to practice the law, i think every single details matters a lot.
I wanted to share all this so you might understand what’s going on or something. And i will be the next one sharing the success story of waking up with my new reality. Which i already accepted as mine in 4D.
Right now how i see everything is, just asking myself would i care about this or think about it if i already woke up with my desires and physically with everything right now? No.
I don’t even think about how i should deal with my 3D. i think about what i will do for a second then immediately goes back to my desired state and think from it. As 3D goes by i don’t give any meanings related to that I don’t have my desires. Because i already living the life i want n having the things i want in my 4D then what’s left to doubt or question.
Anyway, sharing this so maybe someone might relate or something
yall i just slept and woke up feeling different! i know i changed my state already because i’m feeling so indifferent to my physical surroundings. anyway i’ll update you later 😭🫶🏼