Matsuda - Blog Posts
!! hi here's the lawtsuda commission i did for @/lucy-verse :3!! + jealous light ajshdf i had a lot of fun with this one thank u :>!!
Another anime that completely changed my life.
I really can't explain how fucking clever is this anime, because I don't have enough brain cells to do so.
The plot is unique, the characters are well written and likeable (well some of them)
I saw Death note in eng dub and I am planing to watch it again, but in a japanese dub. Because let's be honest both of these versions are fucking gorgeous.
The characters: OK I actually like almost every of them.
But
I really dislike Misa.
I'm sorry, but she is just so annoying and whiny. Always complaining about something and is so naive and stupid it hurts.
I have even more respect for Light now. God, if I was Light I would kill her the very first moment she opened her mouth.
And she is rude to L and Matsuda (and everybody who isn't Light)
The fun character is Ryuk, which I love so much. He's sarcastic and I really enjoy his relationship with Light.
And his voice actors are fucking masters. I mean his rough voice is scary and entertaining at the same time.
Lawlight - okay this is the ship that I am obsessed with now. I just can't help it. The chemistry between these two is to much. They had better relationship then Light and Misa (but I guess I can't compare it like that, because Light manipulated with Misa. The thing is that I think that Misa know that Light was with her because he didn't have a choice.)
L' death broke my heart. And at that moment I was angry at Light, but in the end I still hoped that he will win. Because let's be honest Near was great character and detective, but he was too cold for me. L was more like awkward and unsure of how to act and interact with other people.
And there is also Mello. Which death did not hit me that much, but it still saddens me. Mello is the complete opposite of Near and I wanted more scenes between them. I wanted more development from their already unstable relationship.
Death note is just perfect, but there is a one character which I wanted to know more and that's Lights sister. (I don't even know her name anymore) We actually don't know anything about her other then that she is Lights younger sister. I hoped there would be more scenes between her and Light. And also her last moments in the show are sad.
Funny question : what happened with Lights Mom?
(I have no idea. So if you know, please write it down.)
So If you haven't seen death note, then go in your room and start watching. And enjoy the ride.
(and as always I am sorry for any mistakes I made in this post) ❤️☕
I’ve recently stumbled upon an AU, where Matsuda is a necromancer, here is my take on how he looks like
(The AU idea is not mine)
(I have a few head cannons, don’t be afraid to ask)
Here you see a crappy sketch of Touta Matsuda by me (don't mind the Avatar I am still searching for one)
Gotta support my fellow melanin babes 😎✨
I was thinking Mello, L, and Matsuda with a punk gn!black S/O who tries to introduce them to their music and general way of life? 👀
DEATH NOTE BOYS WITH A PUNK! BLACK S/O
Pronouns- just you, you, and you.
MELLO
When Mello first saw you he was intrigued. He knew what punk was obviously but actually seeing someone who was punk in person was a different story. The way you carried yourself with confidence and with your individuality oozing off of you, he was a bit smitten. So he asked you out. In the long route even if you said no- he was going to ask again anyways.
After dating for sometime you thought it would be good to reallt explain to him how you were and what it truly meant. What you were for. And you were for non-conformity. You were more politically active than most and constantly stated your disagreements with media and politics today, and even with Mello basically just staring at you- there was no embarrassment or shyness in your tone. You meant what you were saying.
Over time, Mello began to slowly absorb you and your views. ‘Anti-whatever sort of system we live in’ was what he chanted after you had gone on rants about what you believed was truly right in such a system, and it was so adorable because he truly thought that was impactful. So adorable in fact that everytime he said it you stopped everything to coddle him and embrace him. And every time, you were being fooled because he did it on purpose. 1 - Mello, 0 - You.
Now your music was not something that was hard for him to get into. He enjoys seeing you headbang or move in such ways to. Maybe you were playing classic Green Day, Circle Jerks, Misfits, whatever it was there was always something that stuck with him. He enjoyed the emotion involved- he could feel angry or frustrated or just motivated in general through the music.
Sometimes he saw you checking and would honestly be so zoned out watching you. Whether your hair was in locs. Shaved on the sides, or completely shaved off there was something about watching you and your focus on your appearance. He understood that being punk wasn’t just black clothes or objecting any modern rule, of course not. It was a way to reject the political as well as social norms of the world. And Mello loves attention and standing out so he actually started buying clothes like yours too!! He’s not completely punk but he likes trying for you.
L
L is a complicated soul he is. When he first saw you he was honestly confused. Why did you look like that- were you angry? Why were you so stone-faced. And to be honest, it was a little scary to him. Once you noticed him you walked over and for a second he thought you were going to scold him but instead you smiled and held out your hand. “Y/n.” You said, and he felt his heart beat a bit faster. Let’s not focus on that though.
You began dating quite fast as he felt no reason to wait. So when you began dating is when he began asking his questions about why you dress like that and why tou style your hair in that way, and you had given him the simple answer.
“I’m punk.”
“....what is that.”
And it’s not that he’s dumb but he’s not all that impressive when it comes to subcultures. I mean he’s a detective- he doesn’t have to be. But since his s/o is one he’ll take it upon himself to research and check his knowledge and make sure it is also the same case with you since he learned not all punk’s have some sort of consensus.
“So you are doing this to show that you go against the way things are now? Like a silent rebellion?”
“Sure yeah.”
It’s simple talks like those that happen all the time because he constantly wants to know more about you, despite being able to ask you himself, he likes surprising you with his knowledge. However he also knows that some things he has to get specifically from you since you’re black and most punk represented in the media is classically white people- he wants to understand your perspective out of all this. Nobody else’s.
When you start playing your music he kind of shuts down? He just stares at you because he’s not too sure if he likes the music or not but he soon warms up to it. He enjoys The Clash the most, he likes most of what yoy play though.
When you talk to him about politics and your beliefs he tries to listen and tie it to his understanding of being punk as well but sometimes he can’t tell if it’s something you believe or it’s a common punk belief, not that it matters, but still.
Overall this is a learning experience he doesn’t mind learning for you. It doesn’t even affect him in a negative way so he has no reason to be against it I mean, he can still kiss you and feed you cake after work so what is the problem?
MATSUDA
Matsuda is just chilling dawg. When he sees you he is a bit flustered, he can’t lie. But he doesn’t mind it, he almost embraces it. Your whole vibe attracted him from the beginning and that was surprising because he usually wouldn’t go for punk people (he hadn’t even seen many in general if at all)
He does get the courage to ask you out after staring at you for lord knows how long, and he’s almost embarrassed at how you just smile so sweetly at him. He totally misjudged your character. Even if it wasn’t on purpose he did subconsciously think you would have a more dominant personality, but that part only truly came out when talking about what you stood for as a punk black individual. Which you did quite often.
Listen- he doesn’t mean to but when you talk about that stuff all he can think about is how attractive you are. Your face, your outfits, your stature itself was so inviting. So he DOES just start kissing you and hugging you- what about it? Not like you mind, in fact you invite it everytime, but it is kind of weird how everytime it happens this is always how it ends.
When you start bringing up trying to introduce him to what it is that you are, it isn’t to convert him but he doesn’t seem to understand that. So be bites his lip and proceeds to say,
“Ah...sorry but um..I don’t think I am fit for that- not that it isn’t cool! You’re very cool and hot and I enjoy you a lot but...I don’t think it’s for me.” He stutters with a clear blush on his cheeks and you have to laugh.
“I just wanted to show you Suda I promise.” You say and he quickly relaxes his shoulders from their hunched up position.
Matsuda is not made for punk music and it’s almost funny. He tried it- he really did. He sat there and listened for an hour but he just couldn’t get into it the way you did, and it was something you expected but that didn’t mean it wasn’t any less cute to watch him try and pretend he enjoyed it with his awkward headbops.
When you talk about politics or the current state of the world and your views it’s very little that he shares his opinions because he cannot seem to want to. I mean there you are- pouring your heart and soul into this topic- especially highlighting how frustrating it is that there is barely any black-punk rep in te media, and he give you a two sentence “I agree” response. It is never happening again is what he vowed and he kept that promise.
All in all, he loves you. He loves your appearence, the way you hold yourself, your intellence, your music, everything. How could he not? There’s no question that no matter what you tell him, he’ll listen with heart eyes and remember it 10 years later, he loves you all the much.
FIN.
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Wheeewwww this was a trip and I don’t know why, anyways thank you for supporting me and I am so sorry for the wait bc you were probably waiting FOREVER- anyway I tried my best with the punk concept but it seems that there is no common consensus? So this was very vague sorry :( but thank you for requesting!!
- SS <3
Best things about Light Yagami:
He once ate a piece of a notebook that can kill people to destroy evidence.
He plays Mario Kart with a god of death.
He gets to his entrance exams (which will pretty much define his future) 10 mins before the test because *he hates waiting*.
He basically built a bomb inside his desk and decided he could get away with it saying he didn't want people to read his diary.
This scene.
