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HAPPY EASTER!!!!
Me whenever I find a new hyper-fixation
you want to fuck him i want to consume him i want to live inside his skin like a beast in the walls of his house i want to be his birth and his death and his beginning and his end and his undoing and his armageddon and his divine creator i want to eat him whole i want him to love me love me love me love me as the worshippers love the temple and as the temple loves the lamb and as the lamb loves the knife i want to be his vampire i want to be his life i want him to tear me apart i want to create worlds out of him and destroy them and destroy him and have him wake up in the morning next to me i want to call him pretty i want to brush his hair i want to crack him up i want to choke him i want to make him bleed i want to kiss the blood from his skin i want him buried deep inside the wound of my desire i want him to be my best friend i want him to loathe me i want to fight him to the death i want to be his favourite girl his favourite villain i want to be his worst fear i want my fingers in his mouth i want my mouth on his jugular i want to be the only thing inbetween him and death eternal i want my teeth in him i want i want i want i want
The Times, Shreveport, Louisiana, November 30, 1913
“Rat and Mole having a picnic” by Arthur Rackham, illustration from Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grahame
It's fun being a girl
i’m in love.
supercomputer (whose main server room takes up an entire floor to itself) with cartoon-y lipstick marks all over its screen: you should see the other guy!
and you check the other guy and its just a kind of pathetic, wet mop of a person covered in oil and coolant from maintenance . hes blushing a little
bringing back the non-sexual intimacy but fem!skk edition
i realize i lose almost all agency over how people precieve my art once it's posted, but i need all of you to think: early morning, intimacy, mitski lyrics, maybe comfort even...
I need a butch who will write the cutest, cheesiest posts about me online, post my photos to their stories captioning them "look how cute my femme is", keep my pictures in their wallet, bag, pocket, everywhere and anywhere they'd want to keep me, one who will let me use their arm & neck as a shade and scent tester during a makeup and perfume haul, one who I could wrap my scarf around when they're cold and one that would fan me with anything they got on their hands when I'm fatigued and hot.
And tell you how fast or slow to go, meanwhile throughout it I ask you to give me tastes. Is that so wrong?
Id love to do this. Explore and surround your body with kisses.
In love with them♡♡
One thing about shifting is it never really leaves you after you do it, like you have a whole different life out there that you lived and you are telling me that you are just going to stop shifting to that reality because you are bored of it? I don’t think people realise that once you are there, there will be things you are going to get emotional attached to and people as well.
Personally when I decide to shift to a dr that because I’ll always come back to it and I love that so much.
(i do realise this is different for people who got traumatized in their drs)
I catch the stranger's eye in the dim lighting of the bar and we identify each other instantly. Her gaze falls to my USB bracelet as she subtly touches the back of her neck and blushes. We share knowledge about each other in that moment, something nobody else can see. Something nobody else can know. But tonight, neither of us will feel alone.
Later, in her hotel room, she lays opened up for me, my keyboard connected to a port in her stomach as I study holographic code projected by her electric blue eyes. The adapter plugged into the base of her skull hums with intermittent vibration and her lips part to a sound of synthesized ecstasy.
I know how to love a woman like her. Like me. And she lets me probe the intimate depths of her programming with every keystroke of my slender fingers. Coupling through syntax. Curled around each other like braces.
For that trust, for what we share tonight, I will make her delicate circuitry sing with lighting.
If you have a robot girl with compatible alloys, you should seriously consider electromagnetic restraints. Unlike normal restraints, which require safety gear in an emergency, you can simply turn the magnets off. And, given their relative simplicity, you could outfit your whole bed (or even a whole wall or floor) with them, allowing you to lock her in any position you would like.
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