Mel Yapping🃏 - Blog Posts

"you're cringe" no you just hate fun you boring ass bitch

sorry i wasnt responding my brain kept on yelling that you hate me

i need her to come here and hug me and whipe my tears or im going to physically explode.

i just want to be feel pretty

i hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate my brain.

i fw lighters

you're just thinking its a small thing that happened, the world ended when it happened to me.

ughhhh i miss her(i saw her yesterday)

I THOUGHT THAT I WAS SPECIAL😭😭

“I thought that I was special, you made me feel

Like it was my fault you were the devil, lost your appeal

Does it keep you in control?

For you to keep her in a cage?

And you swear you didn't know

You said you thought she was your age”

~ Your Power Billie Eilish

get. the. fucking. tissues.

*Screams*: "TRY NOT TO ABUSE YOUR POWER!"

intro(-duction)!!𓊆ྀི❤︎𓊇ྀི

(finaly doining this)

heyy, im melody, but mostly use mel

my blog is mostly shitpost and reposts. but im writing smth rn and hopefully if it wouldn't be horroble i will post it here

im autistic so it does mean sometimes i misinterprete shit(and also im just dumb ig)

if im writing smth its most likely to be angst(its my coping mechnism okay💔) also ig i'll only write for billie for now(im hyperfixated okay)

hte girl!!

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angst, girls, guitar, piano, writing(song, poem and fic), drawing, blue, arcane, rings, nana, girl in red, ashnikko, dogs, cats, nail polish, dark lipstick, lana del ray, eyelashes after crying, rain, billie eilish, plushies, band aids, cigaretts, reading, cigaretts after sex, lil peep, xxxtentacion, digital camera's, pinterest , spotify, i think you get the point

yay now im finally gonna get some sleep

fuck how do i get out of ed tumblr now

1 and 5

1 mel :3

5 tbh ig autism or maybeeee weight

i love her so damn much but even if she liked me back id never date her to keep our friendship🩷

hi im writibg an angst fic (mainly) about ed

how do yall feel about that

please please pleaseweesrsd give me a cigarette

wanna take myself out on a walk but being by myself is awkward

i feel so unhappy but also i've never been happier

i thought that i was special

you made me feel like it was my fault

i feel like im being mean but most of time im deep in my thoughts/in headphones and dont hear shit leave me alone

how i feel like after planing being super productive for the intire weekend knowing damn well as soon as im gonna be home the only thing i will want to do is kill myself

sh made my skin so sensative i can barelly brush my fingers over it withough gasping from pain

i feel like if i was able to i would sleep like 24 hours straight

fuck i need anti-depressants or im gonna die

no bc how do yall want to stay a teen girl its a hell

hot girls oversleep so do their hour routine it 15 minutes and text their friends on lesson

impulsive thoughts won(again) and put dark lipstick on half of my left hand

i spent like half an hour trying to whipe it off(its mf 1:24am rn btw) AND ITS STILL A BIT PINK😭 my hand hurts sm i can't

no one gets everybody dies like i do. (when i cry i comfort myself by sayibg 'we'll still die/kill out selfs anyway dw')

sorry i didn't responded i was distracting myself so i won't kms or have a panick attack

hey so i thought that was season depression why didn't it stopped.