Milgram - Blog Posts
My old MILGRAM piece! Whenever I draw fanart I almost always mesh it with OCs. I will not apologize. OC brain rot real. I have never done this experimental type of colouring again. I almost lost this entire piece due to corruption and would've exploded AND FUTA PETER OUTFIT SWAP FROM TRIAL 2 HEEHOO (Peter literally can't see help)
Hot take: Haruka being an adult changes literally nothing about his character. WTF is up with y'all
2025 Fuuta Kajiyama Birthday Timeline (English Translation)
T/N: Translator's Notes will be found in the replies. Check the original post before reblogging as TLs are occasionally revisited and edited.
...You need salvation too, right? Come over here. Come with us.
Or not... My suffering is my own so, I don't think I want anyone to save me.
...Why?! There's no point in taking it all upon yourself like that and dying. To live in this world, we require hope, and friends who forgive each other! Otherwise-
Sorry. I don't mean to criticize you. I feel thankful that you're trying to help me. If that helps Fuuta, then that's good. If it helps me to avoid hurting myself, then that's good. ...Yeah, that's the truth from my heart.
TW for mentions and talk about suicide (attempts) regarding the text:
You know as a haruka kinnie it actually terrifies me to know that he died from the same method I was using in so far (hopefully) the last and probably most planned out attempt I had at suicide...I already was doing it so no one would've noticed and had that one person not convinced me, even if it was indirectly, I wouldn't have been here.
That was nearly a year ago and I've been doing better but every now and then I think back to the day I planned it, the relief I felt when I found out I would no longer be there and the fear that followed after that thought at the realisation that I was happy about that, the fear from the fact that I actually genuinely physically felt like a weight and a burden was taken off of my shoulders.
Makes me wonder what would've happened had someone seen through muu and reached out to him sooner.
Anyway I never showed this sketchpage did I? Sooo here, I actually drew this quite a while back but I never showed it even tho I wanted to, glad I shared it now lol
(Also don't mind the hiragana for sakurai being wrong by the time my friend pointed it out I was already done with the page-)
This inspired me to draw how I think haruka would react to watching a studio ghibli film for the first time
Also here is what I think some of the prisoners fav studio ghibli films would be:
Haruka: When marnie was there (he'd either absolutely love and relate to it or FUCKING HATE IT)
at first I thought he'd like my neighbour totoro but then I immediately thought he'd actually HATE THAT because 1 - animals and 2 - Children, also he'd probably dislike the boy and heron too just because of the heron
Mahiru: howls moving castle
I don't think I need to explain, it's cute it's beautiful and it's got romance, castle in the sky is a close second
Fuuta: I actually think he wouldn't really be a big fan of ghibli films, but maybe he'd say spirited away or my neighbour totoro idk fuuta stans pls help
Mikoto: maybe castle in the sky? Or ponyo- idfk dude help I know he'd probably like ghibli films I just don't know what his fav would be
I honestly have no idea for the rest so feel free to share your own opinions on this I'd love to hear them!
Does anyone else think Haruka would really like Studio Ghibli stuff??? Like??? A lot??? Because it has that??? Feeling??? Youthful, free but not quite infantilized??? And there are themes I think he’d really like to see???
predictions for haruka third voice drama if he turns out to be alive (perhaps unlikely):
1. es and haruka throw bricks at each other
2. es: "hey. sorry for voting muu guilty after you said you would kill yourself if i did. just wanted to let you know that suicide is never the answer and. that people care about you"
haruka: "who else could care about me other than muu?"
es: *audibly vibrating at the thought of having to be emotionally vunerable*: People.
Bestie do not pull a haruka it's not gonna work
(I'M SO SORRY IS THAT TOO DARK??? 😭😭😭)
Es better get another song this trial or else nothing is forgiven and I will kill myself 🙏🙏🙏
February 12! Mark your calendars! Have some alcohol on hand!
Haruka nation how the FUCK DO WE FEEL????!!!
Yea I uh, I just found out today in the middle of drawing haruka uhm
Have this drawing I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep if he's actually dead
(ALSO MAPPI NATION AND SHIDOU NATION I LOVE U GUYS THEY DID NOT DESERVE THAT SHIT IF ANYONE NEEDS A HUG OR SOMETHING JUST TELL ME)
day 39
i played more r1999, vertin is just es but as a british girl.
amane def sold futa something 😭
very bad very low effort doodle but maybe someone out there will enjoy this (probably not)
i know yuno is 100% getting the rabbit hole cover but could you imagine.
insp from this
