I finished my first embroidery hoop design :D
I know it's not perfect but I really like it!!
Started June 13, finished june 21
Named Baby's 1st embroidery hoop (info written on outside of hoop:))
I wanted to toss these out here as somewhat of a follow-up to my rivka hair, as that’s another piece based on the fantastic straight bob from Snowy Escape. I hand-painted the mask for the roots/ombre overlays so they would have the same natural “grown out” look as the original ea ombre swatches :)
as with my other ombres, these are BGC and located in the left brow ring category
comes in the modified maxis palette
should work with most any hairs that use the texture from the SE bob
open tou applies: recolors, and porting to different categories are welcome, just don’t claim as your own
[dl] (mirror)
I think my whole life ive been day dreaming.
I remember the way the sun touched my face as I watched my father walk away over and over,
The smell of the air mixed with the flowers in fresh spring as my mother fell apart once again and left me to pick up every piece.
As a child I was always comforted by the “what ifs” that id pull from my imagination.
What if they love me enough tomorrow? What if they read me a story while I sleep?
I felt the wind flowing through my hair and the stars make just enough light to illuminate the path my father ran too with me lingering behind in the dark.
The sounds my fingers made caressing my mother’s cheek trying to make her pain a little less while mine was bleeding out the seams.
What if im the reason? What if I made them hate the life God has given them?
I have never known the truth of unconditional love because my love has always needed a reason, an act of service when I was only learning to tie my shoes.
I was raised in a house full of anger, distortion and begging,
They say you take parts of your childhood with you into adulthood but all I have seemed to hold onto is the rage. I’m unable to love and in return unlovable.
I am sewed together with tiny memories of all of the times I was closed behind my bedroom door asking God to show me himself.
I chase the broken because im only worthy if im fixing something and I am capsized in the grief of others.
I have a tendency to be abrasive and wear my father’s agony on my shoulders like a shield.
What if I disappeared and my heart stopped beating?
Life is pain, Highness. Anyone who says differently is selling something.
The crown prince has more Eldest Daughter Energy™ than any female character on this show
You got hurt suddenly, fatally.
I had my nose in the newest Andy Weir book and I was obsessed with it. The moment I heard my brother stomp on the floor above me, his door fly open, and the sound of an ambulance over a speakerphone lives in my brain.
It won't ever leave, though I didn't know it at the time.
You got hurt... A lot.
Like chronically.
On the way out the door I grabbed my book.
I figured you'd be okay.
I planned on a late night in the hospital, letting my mom go home to sleep while the kept you for observation and, hey, I could read my book.
I never opened that book again.
I returned it to the library unfinished.
some out of practice end of summer life drawings :’/
wierd self portrait 😞
these boys mean buisness
experimented with ink for the first time ever, with this quick lady from imagination ✨
all i kno is tht he drink a ton o milk all the time bc he wanna be tol not smol
haven’t drawn digitally in while so here ya go :’) is it suga? probably,,
more Oil Pastels things
Oil Pastel things
finished putting together my sketchbooks for calarts. here are some figures from a long while back :') happy to say, i believe i have improved
just give these two lovecrows some ice cream or somethin i s2g
one man, one punch
improved since last night??
life drawings done at a coffee shop in a bookstore. besides the first ones, my favorites that I colored, the rest are pretty much in chronological order (click for full size!!!)
All I've been doing is commissions lately but hey (click for full size!)