21 may 2025
hey loves, it’s been long since this kind of a post :) it’s been such a cute day today <3 my lec’s normally start at 9 am but i skip my first lec cuz im not a morning person and my brain genuinely doesn’t work in the morning and i’m not tryna work against it so i just work later into the night but make sure to get shit done :)
anyways - i watched my physical chem lec 1 (recorded) and botany lec 2 (on cell - live) - this went on until 3 pm - then took a long ahh break until 6 ✋ and went on a really cozy 2 hour walk around the neighbourhood and got my mum some flowers 🌸 came home, washed my hair at around 9 and i do feel pretty sleepy rn so i made a small cup of instant coffee with extremely little coffee cus i need to do my zoology lec 1 (i have lec 2 tmr so i don’t want the backlog to pile up)
anyway- really cozy day since it’s been raining throughout the night and into the days so the evenings have gotten really cold and pleasant and i function a lot better and am more productive in general when it’s cold so yippieeeeee <3
i’m having so much fun studying all this now, makes me realise how much i truly do love the subjects, it was just the exam stress and repetitive schedule that made it seem so nauseous. anyway - i’m doing my best to take it slow and breathe a little more to avoid burn out <3
i hope you all had a lovely day too 🌸
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long time no see :)
took me a lot of time contemplating - drop or plan b? until i realised i don’t have a plan b - what can be plan b when your plan a was to follow your heart and passions, nothing compares.
so new game plan- the neet score that i estimate for myself is v confusing for the college i’m aiming for so we wait until results and counselling and if i get in then yay but if i dont- drop for 2026. so instead of starting late in august for the drop- im gonna start studying from now (may 19) and study until counselling ends ? hopefully i get in and don’t have to take a drop but if i do have to then at least i wont be too late.
so welcome back. 🌸
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