am i the only one who's gender feelings involve leaning away from your agab on the inside (in your feelings, gender identity and affirming terms...)
and then the second you include that in your presentation, it feels weird and overwhelming and not accurate to yourself?
like genuinely is that just me?
Am I a androgynous presenting nonbinary person who often goes with gender-neutral terms? Yes.
Do i want someone to call me pretty and other femme compliments every once in a while? Also yes.