I think the most soul crushing realization anyone can make is the realization no one is truely there for them. I don't have anyone, not really. I will never get the care and understanding i need. Even the people who are in my life and supposed to be 'close' to me treat me like a distant friend. My family, my boyfriend, my friends, i don't even want them anymore. Im so sick of the same patterns, the same disappointments entering my life, and getting hurt by them everytime. I want to make them all dissapear. I want to dissapear.
Life hack go manic and scream at your mom that you'll fight her and she'll finally get you those driving lessons she's she putting off getting for over 2 years