Nonsensevoid - Blog Posts

Sorry i haven't been active a lot! I've been trying to finish a lot of projects I've been working on *cough cough late schoolwork cough* and hopefully that'll be done soon! I've been mainly working on an alt account for fanfiction [because I'm cringe] at @storiesofthev01d though I don't actually have anything posted yet. But it's there!! :]

can you guys reblog this with your birth month and favorite mha character i’m trying to test something

AH 25 FOLLOWERS THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH

I've only just noticed that I'm now at 25 followers, so thank you everyone! It's flattering to think someone looked at my idiot posts and went 'oh haha. A silly guy' so thank you! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

Gotta apologize to the cod fandom for not playing the games but still loving the characters. Don't get me wrong, I have and occasionally still do play, I just can't get myself to do story. Because I will %100 cry.

Update- I broke the needle somehow 😭

A poem I wrote during class when I was supposed to be taking a test-

My Own

Wearing my mother's hoodie,

'Cause I ain't got my own,

I left the house without thinkin',

And the cold seeped through my bones.

Wearing my mother's shoes,

'Cause she gave them as my own,

Mine keep tearin' and breakin',

And she was the only one I could phone.

Wearing my brother's shirts,

'Cause I ain't like my own,

They feel too wrong on me,

And my chest feels too shown.

Wearing my idol's voice,

'Cause I hate my own,

I'm told I'm too loud and sound dumb,

And all I do is groan.

Wearing my lover's heart,

'Cause I forgot my own,

I forgot myself and we're over now,

And I can't say I'm surprised on my lone.

Wearing my father's attitude,

'Cause it was to protect my own,

I hate it I hate it I hate it,

And now anger I'm much too prone.

Living life through another,

Wish I had my own,

'Cause they didn't raise me properly,

Gods, I need a home.

I might start doing poetry for no reason other than I can [I'm blaming apollo]

I'll just be chilling and laughing about something then suddenly my voice is the grossest thing I've ever heard, my chest is too big, my words are too mixed. The walls are too tight and air isn't right and I'm doing... nothing to stop it. I sit and I stare and I am for once silent. The people around me do not question, as silence from such a noisy creature is rare and peaceful. Yet does the silence kill the lamb, blood trickles down your arm as a stream trickles water, and nothing makes sense in the end. You read this for what? You breathe for what? You continue this scrappy life of passing through the world, there but not. Aware but not. Conscious but not. Hopeful but not. You are you. I am me. Or must I be? Are we to be? Are you me? Am I you? Who is to say? Who is to blame? What is to blame? You spiral farther and farther and deeper and lower and the endless seam cracks and breaks and you're confused but you don't dare call out, not to the void. Not to such a precious thing. Cherished pain and fragmented memories and pointless words that scream nothing with wishes to speak of something, anything, so much more than this mess.

Because art is an expression, and nothing is real. If everything is made up, how are we to feel?

They say to count your days and keep your blessings close

Or was it the other way, where nothing is to cope?

Because you read this and wonder if there's even a point, a message

So, I'll be straight here- I think I want to end this

Yk what I think gets too much hate?

OC x canon

Like dude, it's 2025, the world is dying, and this is what your pissy about? Boo hoo, I'm gonna fill my sketchbooks with this silly guy I love and my oc, ooh, they're holding haaaanddsss oooohhh scaryyyy

I remember when I was really young I was in gymnastics for a time and I only ever wanted to do the thing where you jumped in the foam pits. Except I didn't get out. And I was too short to actually reach anything else so the teachers there just kinda... let me

Wanna make headcanons for my ocs except I'm the creator so it's basically just canons and that kinda takes the fun outta it 😔😔

Petition to start calling gender noncomforming people 'your greatest eldritch horror' instead of king or queen or majesty

Did some fire eyeliner [I think?] today except I don't wanna face reveal so you get some shoddy sketch I did to remake it

Also doodle from during dnd

Might draw Tea in the dress they wore during today's session lol

HELP I WAS IN THE SHOWER AND MY DAD SAID 'HURRY UP IN THERE SOME OF US HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM' AND I SAID 'SOME OF US ARE BILL CYPHER' AND STARTED SINGING THAT ONE MEME SONG?? 😭😭

Might be a bit dumb but hey it's the 2000s so cringe everywhere lol

Butttt if I wrote fanfiction, do you think anyone would read it? And what app would I post on?

Stupid Headcanons because I haven't posted in a while and I'm bored

Hawks can secretly sometimes be very wounded from creative insults because he never went to middle school, so he never experienced just how sassy teenagers can be

Kirishima has a small worry that if/when he were to get a partner that he would accidentally cut them with his shark teeth, so he's extra careful

Aizawa will never admit it but he's gotten so used to Mic or his students just yapping in the background it's grown to be a sort of comfort and it makes it hard for him to sleep with silence

Koda and Amajiki are totally friends, and Koda often introduces Amajiki to animals and explains them so he won't be scared if them

Mic totally listens to bands like Neon Trees and he keeps trying to introduce different genres of music to Aizawa. Aizawa rejects everytime, but occasionally listens to a few and enjoys it

Katsuki secretly loves Hot to Go ever since he heard the girls playing it [protector of the lesbians-]

Denki is actually pretty good with hair and loves trying out new styles. They turn out a bit of a mess sometimes, but he's careful to be gentle and he has great gossip while he does it

Shinso has shoes that has soles like cat beans. Like just casually, everyday wear. Nobody actually notices, but once Aizawa did and asked where he got them from

I might just be an idiot [I lied I'm always an idiot], but Keigo's hair has been sorta trained that way to be pushed back with how fast he flies. He's once tried to put his hair back down, but it did not cooperate

Mina is a total MLP stan and will tell off anyone who tries to say it's for kids or it's cringe. She's a firm believer that people can like whatever they like as long as it's not something disgusting like p3do

Hawks has to force himself to sleep and is used to taking pills that make him immediately fall asleep. Reason for his being- he's so energetic and feels the need to constantly be moving and helping and fighting crime. But he needs to keep up a public appearance that he's fine, so he can't have eye bags or seem tired

He's so silly. Just a silly little guy. I love him so much.

I say, as I proceed to make him have a panic attack three times

I'm not sure when this idea came to me, but I've always been fascinated with the void. A sort of empty, silent, completely dark space of nothingness. It seemed to calming to me. Yet also kinda lonely after a while. But there's still people in my life, little sparks of joy and thought and emotion. Starless Void. Starless, waiting to be filled. Like a blank canvas. It's nice to look at, so many possibilities- yet it can still be a bit intimidating or disheartening. But you do it anyways.

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One thing I can be okay with in my family is we don't argue about politics or anything during Thanksgiving, no no no. We were arguing about what it means to 'luck out'

I actually have a couple finished works from a while ago, July or August I think. Should I post them? They're still rather nice, considering.

Guys this is actually not funny I've become so used to Reeses that any other chocolate taste wrong 😔😔