I always feel so guilty after I ruminate on an intrusive thought. I know the thought itself is intrusive but I feel like a bad person for even thiking about it and trying to disprove it. I feel like I can’t trust what I tell myself.
People say they support nds one hand but
Call hypersexual people gross and "needing to touch grass"
Hate and bully people with narcissistic personality disorders
Make fun of people with OCD who have irrational compulsions
Would not support a BPD person during their maniac episodes
Call maladaptive daydreamers "weird" and "a soft main character type beat"
and so much more
I am so ready for therapy
Me, knowing I wont be ready to open up for therapy
Aint feeling that good or satisfactory but I gotta move on ig..