i’m such a big fan of feeling different things, i think it’s a curiosity thing. like at one point i considered “what if right before i die i have my eyeballs removed so i could know what it’s like to not see at all. no dark. just nothing”
they’re not always so gruesome though, i really want to know what love feels like. and not really in a craving a relationship type of way, im just genuinely curious.