OVERSTIMULATED - Blog Posts
I need a quiet version of the Super Bowl where everyone doesn’t turn their volume up 100%
Some vent art I made a little bit ago when college was becoming too much. When everything is happening all at once and you feel yourself being pulled in every direction with so many voices screaming what to do at you and ever watching and expecting eyes waiting for your failure or success, expecting neither or both all at the same time, it’s enough to make you sick.
It’s pretty simple but I had a lot of fun experimenting with the colors and the glitch effects
im having a flare up of back pain at school and im afraid to stand up because i know that as soon as my backpack touches my back that my vision will go black again, and a bolt of lightning will shoot up my spine again, and ill feel like im falling when im not again, and i already have a headache from the fluorescents again
and i cant go to the nurse again, because shell send me home again, and i cant get behind again, not with a history test tomorrow and a math cumulative thurday and a science quiz also on thursday
and im so fucking tired and i wish i hadnt gotten up this morning and i just want to go home and watch a movie with a heating pad on or just fall asleep forever
Yk when you're having a conversation and it's like... too much stuff is going on, options, tasks, plans, etc, and it gets too overwhelming, but you can't do anything about it bc then you're being "rude". Like, I'm just overstimulated. Like, they claim to want to help me, but the moment it becomes annoying they just give up completely.
Sometimes I would prefer to feel nothing ever again than be in pain and other times I would rather gnaw my fingers off than feel nothing.
Diary of a girl who stared too long at the moon
The most annoying thing in the word has got to be an overly hyper person. And I mean a specific type of overly hyper person. So as per usual I’m sitting with my friends at lunch where we are all eating and talking, normal lunch activities. And then…….this girl.
Bright blue hair (not saying that's a bad thing but just painting a picture.) starts screaming, today they handed out caps and gowns for the seniors so she was holding one. She’s jumping up and down talking about how she just signed up to die. And when I say she’s screaming I mean she’s screaming.
From what I gathered she had signed up for the marines which props to her for the record you go girl but like- why in the world are you screaming about signing up to die and how you will get a military discount. To make it known I am in no way hating on her for signing up. It's just like a girl. Please stop screaming in my ears while I’m trying to eat the triangle excuse of food my school calls pizza.
I am very overstimulated right now and I don’t like it because what the flip I’m supposed to be having fun atm💔💔
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Awww! Sorry if I don’t do it right, I kinda slow 😭 but stuff I like is
1: hyper fixation on my fav character or ship
2: drawing
3: listening to music with my headphones or just wearing my headphones
4: seeing new art or fanfiction of my favorite ship
5: watching my favorite shows/movies or YouTube videos on repeat
I hope this answered it! Sorry I overthink sometimes :)