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Was really stressed out today regarding everything going on here in the UK, so sat out in the sun for a while with Caesar. I enjoyed feeling the sun on my chest, even when the neighbour came out and I swiftly popped my shirt back on, although I don't think he really cares, I still feel a bit shy.
After Caesar went in, I put some food out for the birds, and found that they actually trust me enough to fly down to eat while I'm in the garden now. I've attached a photo of my pigeon friend, who is the bravest of them all and came down first.
I have been thinking a lot about everything today and processing what these changes (and any that may come after) will do to my family. Clara and I put our progress flag up in the garden to cheer ourselves up. I think it looks very beautiful in the sun.
The end of March and how that feels (monthly update #1!)
Spring is definitely here, tuesday is grey skies, Wednesday is brilliant sun. I put the washing out on the line, only to have to frantically bring it in that evening before the rain starts again
My top surgery anniversary came and went so quickly, I don't remember how l felt before, except that I felt So Bad. Facebook memories make my jaw drop frequently
We've been exceptionally broke this month, so putting the groceries away on Tuesday felt heaven sent
The kitchen is so messy and no amount of organising will help me find a place for the tack of craft supplies in the living room. If wasn't so tired l'd crash out, probably
I've been going to the gym, thought it would be really hard for me to go, but my friend is so chill it's actually hard for me to leave
Got my mum a jacket like mine for mother's day (Sunday), and I'm going to embroider tiny flowers on them both, in matching places. It is Thursday. Send help.
Currently trying to wean myself off monster energy
Currently failing to wean myself off monster energy
We've all been playing minecraft and warhammer, it makes me feel like I'm 17 again, but healthy and happy.
My friends are currently arguing in the group chat about which disney princess would win in a fight. Xenomorph Queen and Elsa are the top contenders.
Stressy, tired, overdependent on caffeine, but feeling steadily happier, more confident and very loved. I will make sure things continue this way.
Forgot to drink actual water for like two days (HIGHLY uncharacteristic) so been chaining shakers full of squash, I feel somewhat human again
Second top surgery anniversary was today. I felt so happy and so human and so loved
Currently working on the bathroom (read: doing the landlord's work) and so my previous task of fishing woodlice out of the bath has been reassigned to me. I wish I could tell them I love them.
