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I’m not manifesting I’m dogifesting

are y'all ok

I’m doing alright, tired, impulsive suicidal tendencies, but okay in general, trying to stay busy. Thanks for asking <3

Sorry when I flinched when all you did was move your arm slightly in my direction, it will happen again.

I keep seeing these so I’m gonna do one bcuz yeah !

How I plan on transitioning (both gender and species wise)

Physically speaking

-start T for fur and deeper vocals (also will help with gender dysphoria)

-I need to grow my hair out like a shaggy dog

-paw pad tattoos on my hands

-snake bites to feel like fangs (I’m lowkey questioning if I’m a vampirekin atp)

-septum because I saw a pic of a dog in dog fighting having it once and I think it looks cool (NOT PROMOTING DOG FIGHTING OR PIERCING DOGS)

-thetadelta tattoo on my arm

-stop picking my nails so I can grow out my claws

Socially speaking

-wear my gear more often, might even commission someone to make bloodhound ears and tail but thats expensive

-integrate vocals into my normal speech

-howl at the moon with friends (and then the sun comes crashing in? Woah oh oh oh oh?)

-actually tell people I’m a dog on a serious level rather than joking about it and assume they take it seriously

-get an outdoorsy job (forest ranger?)

-live in an van/rv/bus where I just have to find a place to shower in nature. Theres no way I could just go to a friends shower or get a gym membership, no way!

-maybe a little cottage in the woods (never gonna happen I need to lower my standards for my life)

-actually do quads

-if I do end up in an apartment with an office job my house and my space in the office better be decorated tf out with all the taxidermy, and also handmade blankets and pillows on every couch

2:52 AM | 4/17/25

Pack, why can I not have one good night of sleep? Last night it was the cats, tonight it’s my own brain, I felt icky so I had to get up at 2:30 to brush my teeth and change my clothes. All because I felt bad for not brushing my teeth before going to bed. At least I got clean fangs now.

For reference I’m pretty sure this is from the Netflix show You Can’t Ask That, if not I know they have an episode on little people that you should definitely watch. They also have a bunch of other minorities that need to be heard so definitely go watch that show.

I need to order something that’s gonna take weeks to get here so I have a reason to live until it shows up. Someone go on and fund me a fursuit those things take forever cuz they needa be made.

My perra (essentially a teachers assistant) got me a plushie and OH. MY. GOD. look at him !!!!

Serving ice cream to my school, so many happy kids !! I felt so good helping my friends with making people happy !!

Doggy in an aquarium and a cat cafe?? But I didn’t bring my service doggy collar!! How will they know I’m allowed??!!

I love having a group of my own at school. What you mean I run a club of 4 people and we’re listening to icp on the way to an aquarium and then a cat fucking cafe?! Heaven is real, it’s a school van full of my friends when we have the aux in a school van, traumatizing the perra.

This is me when someone makes fun of one of the few things I actually give a fuck about

Got bored while I was in the mental hospital and changed Pip so heres his updated ref sheet digitally. Made him more zombie-like rather than just one random green ear.

Going to impatient cuz I got too silly and almost killed myself. I’m gonna miss yall

Cried at a gay youth summit. The drag queens invited everyone down to sing Pink Pony Club and dance all together. Seeing so many happy gay kids in one place, not a single person looked sad. It made me cry.

I need someone to cuddle and watch Arcane with me, my bsfs busy and I need enrichment. I’m like a dog. You can’t leave me alone too long or I start eating couches.

Day: ???

Mission: slowly come out

Been wearing my ears everywhere and making ‘jokes’ about being a dog with my friends and no negative energy yet.

I look at you.. on da floor?

Thrifted service dog collar !! :3

Very euphoric

I’ve seen these going around and my motivation sucks ass do lets do this.

Tw: sh, ed, depression symptoms

10 notes: I’ll brush my teeth (AND floss:/) /done/

20 notes: I’ll actually eat a proper meal tomorrow(not hot pockets or pizza rolls) /done/

30: I’ll clean my messy room /done/

40: I’ll actually take an everything shower /done/

50: I’ll spend more time with my family /doing/

60: I’ll work on a mask I haven’t worked on in months

70: I’ll get fur for my fursuit I haven’t finished yet

80: I’ll order gear

90: I’ll spend more time with my family

100: I’ll go public gearing

110: I’ll work on my grades

120: I’ll actually attempt to explain my emotions to my partner

130: I’ll try to stop being so numb all the time

140: I’ll grow the balls to ask my teacher to print things for my walls.

150: I’ll work on learning to cook (find old cookbook)

200: I’ll tell my family about cutting

250: I’ll get a snake bite piercing next time I can (hopefully we get to this one)

I’ll put a / by the ones that are done and a | by in progress ones.

“You’re scared of the ocean?”

Yes.

“But you love sea creatures?”

Yes. I’m scared of the undiscovered sea creatures that are underwater that might get me. Not the sweet lemon shark we know of.

A puppy just made his owner miss an elevator cuz he was so excited to see me. I win.

I wanna learn quads cuz its a full body workout and really fucking good for your body bur part of me doesn’t want to bcuz the stigma of “all alterhumans have to do quads” that I was shoved into a lot being disabled into the therian community when I was younger.

Being nonhuman is so not serious. Why is a doggy watching south park?

Just watched blue exorcist. I’ll never be the same. Seriously tho. I’m 90% sure I’m a Bon kin.

Am I godkin or a fictionkin of a god? Cuz like.. I am basically Calliope but male.

Am I actually a full mule deer or just a mule deer satyr??

Only ever had shifts of back legs, tail, ears and antlers. Never a snout or front legs (unusual, snout shifts are common for all my types)

Just realized I never showed y’all my fursona and his bf- this is kinda old art but look at themmmmm

Ppl showing off all the gear they got for Christmas, I got underwear and a blanket-