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I don’t know if a term like this exists already so I made my own and I’m sharing it
Dark Moon- A Headmate/Tupla or subsystem that only appears while another headmate/Tulpa or whole other system is asleep or temporarily dormant. Dark moons are, in my system, typically darker (not necessarily evil, villainous, or even edgy) in personality and almost like or the antithesis or evil twin/complete opposite of whatever headmate/tulpa/system they replace, but not entirely and if you use this term they don’t have to be. They can also possess the negative traits of the tulpa/headmate/system they replace but bigger and worse. Headmates who are dark moons can call themselves Dark Moons, Black Lunettes/Black Lunets, or Dark Lunettes/Lunets if they like any of those terms.
Temporary Dark Moon flag
purples for magic and mystery, vaguely related
reds for dark personalities
shadow overlay to represent their existence
Name: Cheri
nickname: Carebear
pronouns: She/her shx/hxr they/them, sah/sahr
gender: Genderqueer, chooses to tell others she’s a gender nonconforming girl for now.
orientation: Demisexual, fictoromatic (attracted romantically exclusive to fictional characters, she’s not romantically interested in anyone who isn’t fictional)
other identity: intersex
species: Imp
age: 23
personality: Shy and introspective.
quirks: doodles on everything, often gets lost.
likes: Pizza, trendy clothing, philosophical questions.
dislikes: When people say philosophy is useless and that pondering upon ideas is boring.
role: Thinker
sign off: 🤗😶🌫️
need a big bro to take out his anger on me, punch out some teeth,, then give me a big hug, tell me it won't happen again (it will), tell me how much cuter I am without the teeth i just lost, let's do it again
we irl
- randomly burst out giggling and answer questions we hallucinated having been asked
- have limbs jerking in circles (not the horny kind :c)
- think everyone outside the house knows who we are and are out to get us
- have blown off every social activity we said we'd go to for a month
- treat the reflection in mirrors like they're different members of our system and subsystems.
- have back and forths with the mirror selves and express our (romantic) relationship this way
we,, have definitely become more psychotic the last year uwu
Which is funny, since our life is actually going ok. its validating to know we can feel this way without it meaning our life is ending or falling apart
do you have any transpsychosis tips?? ^.^
TRANSPSYCHOSIS TIPS 𖣘
- talking incoherently!! like maybe you start a sentence but it like gets mudldred with lgnger words and it compelwtlyy falsl aaprtt andnsdoslme or something like that!! (irl though lol)
- repetitive movements!! do tasks over and over maybe for a sense of comfort or maybe because someone will hurt you if you dont or maybe something else
- hypervigilance
- anxietyyyyy
- social isolation!! nobody can know you know what you know. nobody must know
- depression
the rest is for delusions and hallucinations and i just copied and pasted that section from my transshcizospec tips!! i really need to make an archive
delusions:
- a delusions is simply a fixed belief that doesnt change despite contradicting evidence. let your imagination run wild and then just gaslight yourself. eventually youll believe it.
- if you need more guidance, some common delusions are grandiose delusions (which i experienced), paranoid, erotomaniac (parasocial), somatic, and many more you can google.
- paranoia is very very common!! incorporate it!!
- look at the "how the delulu girls" trend on tiktok!!
- whether or not you choose to talk to people about your delusion is up to you
hallucinations:
- honestly, make them up to gaslight yourself and/or manifest them
- draw whatever comes to mind and tell yourself its your hallucinations
- get sleep deprived!!
-watch things that make you anxious!!
- listen for small background noises and tell yourself its a hallucination