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I'm gonna talk about stupid Fandom headcanons.
Said fandoms: Corpse Party, Little Nightmares, Tattletail, Yume Nikki + Yume 2kki + .Flow, a bit of Carrie, and a teensy bit of Creepypasta.
Corpse party: There's not much here, but since I'm a bit silly, I made a headcanon that Sekio really likes nachos and the ghost children get paid by Saciko for the times when they have to murder people.
Little Nightmares: I headcanon that if all of them were alive, they'd be like that, "Looks like we gotta kill this guy" meme, but instead of saying damn they'd just say ok.
Tattletail: I headcanon he makes the worst rap albums ever but still wants to be a rapper and all his albums end up in the trash.
Yume Nikki, Yume 2kki, .Flow: For these guys, I say the only one the most human like is Urotsuki. They are all inhuman and pretty unstable, and they can steal your abilities and DNA with a touch. They also tend to break things. They all have quirks like Sabitsuki and everyone else from .Flow are glitchy like a computer glitch, Yume 2kki and Urotsuki are more actually dream like, and Madotsuki (not combined with the YN residents) is the most unstable and can unknowingly break reality. All of them don't speak without telepathy or sign language. If they speak without those things, they either hate you or like you. They can find people and prefer to exist in dreams.
Carrie: Some part of me wants Carrie to live, so I say she got out of the ground with her telepathy and left, getting better friends and a nice life.
Creepypasta: I'm just gonna talk about Lost Silver and Lazari. For Lost Silver, I like to think he'd make pranks sometimes and can make himself a kin to a jetpack my shooting blood from his missing limbs very fast. For Lazari I don't know what happened in "I Eat Pasta For Breakfast" (How fake of me, I know) but I do know everyone hates her, I think she'd learn how to act better and slowly get accepted again but still be a little awkward and cringe.
Thanks for listening to my rambles there will be more!
sup! will start to use this now i realize i keep answering questions on the other blog
also, while i’m here, if there are any active mcd/aphmau/myst discord servers aphblr is in (or just in general) i’d love a link! or any accounts you’d suggest following for rewrites + resources
“We all are drama queens” is actually a quote from Carol Steinberg Gould’s article “Why the Histrionic Personality Disorder Should Not Be in the DSM: A New Taxonomic and Moral Analysis” and that’s the reason I would love to do science. Just to include sassy remarks.
Trashy LMK Ramble Time!
(Kind Of Red Son Focused~)
I’m posting this onto tumblr because I can! So suffer! Also, heads up, the chances of this making any sense are low, because this is a trashy ramble. Also, while some stuff might be pulled out of canon, it’s probably mostly going to be headcanons. Also, SPOILERS! (Kind of? Yeah, no, I’m just going to say this has spoilers in it.)
Okay, okay, so Red Son created the Bull Clones right? (Who by the way could be really OP if you think and give it some thought, but more on that later.) And Red Son also created the gauntlet that was used to lift the Ruyi Jingu Bang (Monkey King’s/MK’s super OP stretchy golden stick staff). Red Son also said that he refuses to drive in a vehicle without transformations in the first episode/the pilot for LMK, “Monkie Kid: A Hero is Born”. Which makes me think that he makes his own vehicles, because why would he want a subpar vehicle that has no transformations, that’s completely BORING! (Unless in the LMK universe, you can get vehicles that have an option of coming with a transformation/multiple forms, which is neat to think about, but anyways, let's say he’s made/designed his vehicle.) But, but, but! Red Son also makes DBK/his father’s armor! Which, really seems like it’s become a part of him, because I’m sorry, where does that bloody furnace go?! It’s gotta be embedded into DBK. But the main takeaway is that Red Son created armor for DBK, which actually seems to affect him? Like in “Monkie Kid: A Hero is Born”, DBK, after standing up the first time with armor, notes that it’s really heavy. Which Red Son quickly explains that okay yeah, while it’s super heavy now, with some materials it’ll just juice you up with power. Also, why do they seriously go rob a shoe store? DBK, come on, do you even need shoes? You're a bull, don’t you have hooves? Actually, how did you wear those, did you get the guy to make you special shoes to fit your hooved- wait are they hooved? Okay, I don’t know, and I’m not looking up DBK’s feet right now. Anyways! I’ve gotten so off track. Look, Red Son created DBK’s armor, probably from scratch and from his own blueprints/design. So wouldn’t that mean Red Son technically knows the weak points to DBK’s armor. And yes, you can say, why would Red Son ever abuse that or make any in the first place? DBK is family! He’s his father, he’s going to make the best armor he can! Which I’m not arguing, but also we have no idea how long of time Red Son had to create the armor. He might’ve had a fundamental set of armor plans/blueprints to absorb/create energy before freeing DBK, which would’ve probably been on the back burner, because the focus was most likely on freeing his father. So if that’s not the case, the armor is something Red Son would have thrown together, last minute-ish. Which means, there could be a lot of flaws and weak points. A big example of this was literally demonstrated in “Monkie Kid: A Hero is Born” as MK launched himself in DBK’s furnace chest to take back the OP stretchy staff. (Also, that was a furnace right? So, MK literally jumped into a super hot area? Like, probably melt the skin and meat off your bones hot? I know he was probably immortal and all that during that, but- Hmmmm…. Okay, not giving that any more thought!) So, yeah obviously the armor has its flaws….. And I’ve completely forgotten what I’m talking about and I’ve hit a brick wall. Okay, well, I'll go back to this insane of a ramble if people want me to…. Or maybe I’ll do it for myself, cus why not.... Whelp, peace readers! I hope you got something out of this crazy keyboard smash!
Random Rambles
For some reason as I read this Optiratch fanfic called Changing a Prime, I keep thinking about Lumity.
I see these two as one of the same when it comes to talking to their partners. Both have trouble talking, but at least make an effort to try.
And then we have these two who definitely have a bad habit of hiding their emotional problems from others in fear of worrying them. Not to mention the survival guilt they feel for their actions in their life.
I'm watching this christian video and...
...I'm having trouble finding the right verse? Because this person is going on and on about Bible verses on how to be a good wife for her husband, but for some reason, I can't find the verses about being a good husband to your husband. is there a Bible-Part 2 I didn't see/buy in the bookstore?
Each writer brings new fish to the table.
Mine is dark, and its eyes are rainbow.
I just got my first tattoo
It's a simple one, but Goshhhhh did I worry about the pain.
And it was like, super comfy pain level. Honestly. Maybe I had too many bad experiences in life (and I did), many of them involving horrible pain levels, but really...
Like, every time I have to do a lab exam, the nurses can't take my blood easily. They fumble, they insert the needle like 7 times, and with the needle inside my skin they move it like it's a Carnaval of sorts.
That's waaaay more painful than tattoos.
The last time I cut my hair? The guy cleaned my hair with so much force I ended up crying my balls out. The pain level that time was like, 20 times worse than getting a tattoo.
What I did? I saw someone get inked first, saw how it was handled, got some music going in my phone, and sat for it. It was really peaceful! (I say this to all autistics out there fearing the processs like I once feared it...)
Sooooo... yeah. I'm already planning my next tattoo. :)
C&D Book Update #3
I finally finished the first draft!
The final chapters aren't that good yet, or fleshed out (at all), but they are finished!
I knew I could do this before September. I knew it!
Now I'm going back to chapter 57 to flesh it out a bit, then I'll flesh out the last chapters, then I'll go over the whole book and fix a ton of mistakes/bad research/etc. (most chapters are red marked by now, 2 chapters need a whole rewrite...) and THEN I'll do the last reading. And it'll be ready! <3
I also commissioned an artist to do a chibi version of the C&D couple and it looks soooo cute!! i'm so excited to reveal it all soon!!
When people think I'm a man they treat me better than when people think I'm a woman.
It brings me back to that one time I was on this school show, acting as an old, male historical figure. I welcomed the incoming kids from other schools and taught them this one little song. We all had a good time. But some of them (mainly the adults) kept asking me: are you a boy? Or are you a girl??
Like, the hell should they care?
I had short hair, kinda deep voice, just a teen, but my voice was high enough and my face feminine enough that it made them doubt.
And does that even matter?
Yes, it does. Because when I tell people I'm technically male, they bite their tongues and don't say nasty shit.
And while being nonbinary myself (and I can't care less about what other people think of my gender), I can't help thinking:
What horrible world for my sister to grow up.
I wish we can all make it a better place for women, one day.
I used to think I had nothing to offer to the world. That my writings were shit. Lacking in pretty much everything. That no one would want to read them in their right mind. That I'd be better off dead.
Fuck that.
I'll carve my path in blood if need be, if even one person feels heard by a word I wrote.
(I'm just being poetic, policeman)
Does anyone else gave a bunch of stuff animals and some of those stuff animals are your emotional support stuff animals?
I have 4 emotional support stuff animals here some pictures and their stories
This one doesn't have a name, the reason this is one of my emotional support stuff animals is because it helped me through my parents divorce and I can bear to part with it.
This one I think is named lamb or fluffy I can't remember which, I got this one from my mom's ex bfs daughter she was really nice to me.
These are Rodrigo(the dragon) and j(the plaque doctor.) I got then both for Christmas. Rodrigo reminds me of an old stuff animal I use to have it was a cat that I got from pet smart and it squeaked. Rodrigo also squeaks and is really Huggable when I squeeze him I feel really better. J reminds me of one of my comfort characters:).
I have one more thing to talk about. Yesterday while I was at school the fire alarm went off and we all thought it was just a drill. Well until we got told that it wasn't a drill, me and my friends were hoping it was just some kids who decided to be stupid and pull the alarm. Then TWO fire trucks and some police or sheriff cars pulled up and we all were freaking out, one girl had a break down and two of my friends were NOT doing okay. Then we found out it was just the alarm malfunctioning. We were outside in the heat for our 40-50 minutes almost an hour.
Thank you for listening to my rant and sorry for ranting to you all if you don't want me to do it again I'll stop.
Mindless ramble. I’m so annoyed with this. I’m always going in two different directions even when my own oc’s storylines! Like brah, they are YOUR head gobblins. But here I am once again contemplating like it’s a life or death decision for my life!
like I’m sure there is a way to figure it out, some kind of happy medium.
but nooooo.
The thought that dinosaurs and other prehistoric life forms were at one point truly alive and roaming the earth and just behaving no different from any other living thing today just makes me so happy.
I don't even know if happy is the right word, I just couldn't possibly describe the type of amazement I get from thinking about it, I can't put words to it.
Like, these were real living creatures, they aren't from fantasy or mythology.
They breathed and ate and slept and did all sorts of normal animal things, because they were normal! Not some bloodthirsty monsters, they just did what they had to to survive, just like modern day animals.
Looking at the fossils I have in my collection and really thinking about it just amazes me. My little fish, at one point, was swimming around in the water with all the other fish, except this was millions of years ago. It's a little piece of the past, frozen in time, letting people today have even just the smallest glimpse of things that happened so long ago that we'd otherwise have no idea about.
It just, amazes me that at one point, all these creatures that, by comparison to today's life, are so strange or creepy or alien or whatever were once just the norm. It wouldn't be out of the ordinary to see a huge beast of a reptile looming ominously in a forest, or a flying creature far more deadly looking than today's birds of prey soaring through the air, or just, whatever the hell was going on in the Cambrian period, and it was all normal.
I know I'm just repeating myself a lot but wow I just get all sorts of feelings when I think about this stuff
Fuck man the past is so cool
Random reminder that I am infact alive i just constantly forget that this account exists, so I just have a bunch of art in my sketchbook that I haven't posted yet. Also I'm starting to think of posting every Saturday to remind myself that I want to get my art out there but I just keep forgetting because my brain is weird like that and yeah- have a nice day!! Bye!!
Saw this reposted a while ago on Insta and somebody commented "I am the Priest and I am the Lamb" and now I wonder if how they're doing sometimes
Also CoTL coded? Maybe I'm crazy idk yet
i'm literally the priest's favorite sacrificial lamb because i am so docile and sweet and i hold very still when they put the rope around my neck and i trot along so happily while they lead me to the altar and they do not even have to tie me down because i lie so very still and only bleat once or twice in my lovely lamb voice and when the knife comes down it cuts through me like butter and i offer no resistance and i bleed so prettily all over my new white wool and my guts all unspool like the most beautiful shining yarn and my eyes are animal and dumb and hold no accusation and every time i die i come right back as another little lamb because the priest loves me so so much and he always chooses me for the sacrifice every time and he always places one hand on my small and twitching nose to calm me while he lifts the knife and he doesn't do it for the other lambs only me because i'm his favorite
Question. How do I fandom?
Those who've been in fandom spaces for longer... how do I do it? How do I obsess over blorbos? How do I share my silly little aus? Am I just stressing over being perceived and how I'll be perceived?
I see y'all share your cool aus and cool blorbo analysis... I wanna do that, too.
just caught my boyfriend eating pizza for the first time and he ate all the toppings??? but not the bread??? "don't like eating the base. it's hard on my stomach." with a pouty little scowl??? THEN gave me the bread???
why is this so touya coded 😭😭
sooo guys I haven’t been on here since middle school (so like very hand wave-y 2016/17) and I find it absolutely insane how simultaneously *so* much and *so* little has changed since?? like on one hand the whole platform feels a bit “twitterfied” and I’m yet to see a 12 foot DNI list… but like then I try to actually use the search engine or open it on my phone for longer than 15 minutes and we’re right back where we started
some things truly stay the same and I just think that’s neat <3
thought about my ex again AM I COOKED??!! Also happy 420 ✓✓✓
Not a fan of making these kind of posts, i only like seeing them but...
Is it wrong that I want her to tease me? Like, me on my knees, my hands tied in front of me, my head on the bed since I'm so fucking desperate that I cannot stay on my hands.
I want to feel her hands on my hips, her strap between my folds while she kisses my back and whispers how much of a good girl I am, how much she wants to ruin me, how much she needs to be inside of me, how much she wants to breed me...
Fuck, I NEED her to be so desperate to feel me that I feel her hand all over my body at the same time.
I really like the idea of Micah being aromantic. Specifically aroallo.
He doesn't seem to actually be interested in dating or traditional "love" (while he also makes sexual comments and does express that he's attracted to Abigail)
Though, I'm sure SOME PEOPLE will say that this is a terrible headcannon and that this is just making him a worse guy but idc
I like the idea and think it fits him.
I mean, really, looking at how he acts in game and comparing it to my own experience as someone who is aroallo, I see it.
I'm debating on posting a wiki about a Sans Au I created. It's the only wiki I have rn on any of my Sanses. I'll probably come back and link it here sometime. Which means I have to check Amino again. I find myself not very active on it, but I may use it to create wikis. I'll probably end up moving the wiki over here- and just post it, maybe info dump too.
Do you think animals other than humans understand the concept of kinship, is it a great tragedy for the lions when brother turns on brother, or is it simply the fact of the matter
I'm still trying to figure out the best formatting, also sorry this took so long. Feel free to criticize or offer some suggestions on how to make this read better
-Cai
Medical report for Soldier
Performed and written by medic
Patient name: Jane Doe
Next of kin: a bunch of racoons, Marasmus
Condition: ill
Soldier is acting odd and his body has some changes from his usual condition.
He's veins are slowly turning purple and are much more visible than usual.
He has developed some lumps all over his body, I am planning on preforming a biopsy to see if they are cancerous.
He is acting very unusual, more unusual than he usually is.
Will update when having more information on the condition of the patient.
-Medic
fell down a flight of stairs today and bruised my back and tailbone
so I’m doing well obviously
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