Ranting - Blog Posts

i'm a huge backseat gamer and i'm so ashamed of myself for it, i see someone play a game i'm passionate about such as inscryption or ultrakill and it's SO hard to not tell em like. "oh hey by the way for the campfire you can actually feed the survivors a ringworm or an adder to kill them" or "did you know you can actually parry the shotgun bullets? oh oh you should use the coin more often it has some cool techs"

URGHRHRH i just wish i can rant about all my favorite game mechanics to people but it's best if they learn themselves

and then another thing is when i see someone do a bad move and i'm just. suffering in silence FUUUCKKKKK

I just clocked that tumblr’s like my digital diary

Nothing screams you’re racist more than being threatened by the existence of characters of color & dismissively calling it “forced diversity.” It actually pisses me off so bad that brown & black people still have to deal with this in fandom spaces, when I’d argue that even when a character of color is involved they’re usually not as fleshed out as their white counterparts are

Agatha and Rio are now my top ship, next to Velchid ofc (what a broad and odd spectrum)

In this mood again but unfortunately I have no pretty churches to take pictures in rn

morning ★★

couldn't sleep but when can I ??

☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎

message of the day is never choose to kneel for anyone.

you are born from and pay the price each day for the world's sins. it is a slow crushing weight on your back that will endlessly suffocate you and 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 you kneel.

every bastard is Jesus in his own right

he is not your savior but your brother

the man still on the bench past midnight is jesus.

the waitress with the eyeliner streaks down her face is the lord herself

and it will stay that way

because no one is saving you.

morning ★★

couldn't sleep but when can I ??

☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎☣︎

message of the day is never choose to kneel for anyone.

you are born from and pay the price each day for the world's sins. it is a slow crushing weight on your back that will endlessly suffocate you and 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 you kneel.

every bastard is Jesus in his own right

he is not your savior but your brother

the man still on the bench past midnight is jesus.

the waitress with the eyeliner streaks down her face is the lord herself

and it will stay that way

because no one is saving you.

Y'all I am so fucking tired of having to do a background check (scrolling down on artist's posts) on every artist's posts to see if someone's a proshipper or just a generally iffy person, and even when I THINK they're in the clear I somehow find out too late when I'm already following them, please tag your posts correctly y'all so I know who to avoid. I don't wanna see random incest of the skeleton bros popping up on my feed when I'm having a grand ol time admiring art 😭

Like yeah ship what you want I know damn well I can't stop you but I don't want anything to do with whatever you're cooking up, it's just not to my tastes in fact I am allergic.

*banging pots and pans together* STOP! SAYING! THAT! TOE WALKING! IS! A SYMPTOM! OF AUTISM!!!

There is not a line in the DSM 5 that says "toe walking is a symptom of autism" or "autistic people don't like food touching" these behaviors are the PRODUCT of ACTUAL SYMPTOMS that I'm not yet awake enough to explain but I'm SICK of people acting like if you'd rather not have your food touch or if you walk weirdly that's a 100% surefire sign you have autism. Like I love joking as much as the next guy but it's becoming clear that it's not a joke anymore. It's very much giving "if you like to clean you're OCD lol quirky haha" and it's starting to genuinely piss me off.

so I finally read the Adam and Eve story for myself and I have some SHIT TO SAY.

So I finally read the Adam and Eve story for myself and I have some SHIT TO SAY. I stumbled upon it while researching the Greek creation myth, you can read it for yourself here.

First off, I feel the story of Adam and Eve, aka Genesis 3, is less about the consequences of disobedience and more about challenging authority and the risks that come with it. God told Adam and Eve that they would die if they ate from the Tree of Knowledge, but we know that wasn't necessarily true, showing fear-mongering in order to threaten believers into doing things. The serpent encouraged Eve to eat from the tree anyways, to which she was hesitant.

She was hesitant because the only thing she KNEW was God's word. Eve knew nothing but what God had told her, and she mainly didn't really have a choice in the matter. The serpent was trying to tell her that yes, she DOES have a choice, and she doesn't have to follow God's word all the time. It even said: 'For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil.' God was lying to them, and the serpent was only giving her the glory of choice.

So Eve took the serpent's word and ate from the Tree of Knowledge. She even encouraged Adam to eat the fruit as well- on his own coalition and will! Both of them gained knowledge and feeling and the ability to distinguish right from wrong on their own. they grew as people; they no longer needed God to make choices for them, which should be an advancement.

When God saw that they knew more than HE thought they should, he immediately got mad and punished them. and how did God punish Eve, who was the first human in the world to realize her will? He stripped her of her free will, making her a slave to a man and bringing her pain. the serpent, the one who brought upon these lights, was put to death, and Adam, who should've gotten a punishment just as fitting as Eve's, was actually rewarded with the gift of agriculture. It's used to teach me that rebellion is an evil thing but in actuality I've learned how society punishes the ones who know they are corrupt.

I talked with my friend about this, and they also brought up some good points:

"[Eve] was a woman who was sheltered by care and love and when she finally rebelled and decided to think for herself, she was punished for it. Didn't help that she was lied to."

"HE TOLD ADAM 'HEY THAT'S THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE OF GOOD AND EVIL DON'T EAT THE FRUIT' AND HE JUST TOLD EVE 'HEY YOU SEE THAT TREE THERE? YEAH DON'T EAT FROM IT.' DIDN'T TELL HER WHY!!!!" [in all caps because we were getting heated on this topic]

"It's a perfect model of the lack of respect we've had for women since the dawn of creation."

To be honest, I find it quite ironic that the story of Adam and Eve, the third story of the Bible, tells us just how the Roman Catholic Church (and how some churches still) treat the people who saw through their lies and wanted to know more about the world, away from God. And yet they still pass it around as a warning about the pursuit of hidden knowledge when they are the ones hiding this knowledge themselves.

This has been a rant.

Can I be honest and overly emotional? (Probably horrible grammar)

Qsmp has to be the most downright amazing thing I have ever encountered. The lore, the characters, the streamers, the eggs and the absolute hard work put into everything.

The amount of dedication will never go unsee/unspoken.

It's so much work that I can't even keep up with the lore sometimes - to be honest, I've never cared much of joining any fandoms but this one I actually enjoy.

Everyone is so respectful and so intrigued, it's so different from past smps I've seen and that's what makes it so beautiful to me.

Props to Quackity, every participant AND followers.

I wish I knew wtf was happening rn but I'm just happy to see QSMP trending, major deserved.

Just causally watching them fighting again until this scene happened??? And help???( I have no words other than the animators DEFINITELY knew what they were doing here, no questions asked)

LIKE UH THEY DIDNT HAVE TO DO THIS BUT THEY DID??

TV GIRL????

I couldn’t resist I apologize greatly but I have been listening to the playlist lately and it reminded me of them IDK WHY THO?

i am having a very overwhelming and stressful day today already and it’s only 7:40 am. and i had a very stressful day yesterday too. everyone wants me to do this big job but i wasn’t planning on it. it’s messing up my whole plan for the next 2 weeks and im very overwhelmed but no one seems to understand that i am overwhelmed. my supervisor said that she’s feeling overwhelmed about the other custodian quitting and my mom is stressed out but they don’t think or feel like i would be overwhelmed???

btw in regards to my “Leon was just a boy” post I do NOT enjoy character infantilization!!! He is a grown ass man!! Not a little baby boy!! I will call him my baby boy as a JOKE!!!! As a HUMOR!!!!!!!!! my meow meow is a grown ass man and I accept this as part of him because it’s COOL AND AWESOME and please capcom let me write his character I can do it I’ll give him a real arc instead of whatever you’ve been doing for 20 years please