i think muire lo's death made me most nauseous because while tain hu's death had at least a touch of well tain hu was fearless and crazier than baru she was her queen and god help anyone who dared to disrespect her queen, muire lo was like a beautiful and delicate gazelle with a family to take care of who got collateral damaged by baru's tractor which xate yawa or whoever did that rammed into with her truck