Rechargeyourself - Blog Posts

Take all the time you need, we all need some time to recharge once in a while. Also your story was heartwarming, it is good to hear you have found something that means so much to you as reading.

I along with many others shall all wait for your return in time.

These messages from discord chat with my dear friend tell everything you'll need to know for some time. Yeah, I'm taking a break from drawing (+ I'll have to prepare for my studies)

I guess I'm stuck with reading again, hehe. My love for books is returning little by little.

WARNING: If you don't want to read too much about me and my little story you can just skip it to the end. Have a nice day<3

It was a small story of a teenage girl who loved books. But not the classic ones of course: she was too young and naive to understand them (and honestly, that thing didn't change in me).

Once in a while I came to the small library of my town. This place was like a spark of light in the darkness. I could escape reality by reading books and imagining myself a character in these stories. On the summer of 2018 I decided to participate in the reading contest for young and adults. It was like a dream come true: I came to the library at sunrise and kept reading amazing stories till the sunset. But some days after that summer I started to feel sleepy every time I tried to read a book. Weeks later I couldn't see any of them. I found them too boring, too difficult to understand.

Almost four years later, today exactly, I found one book that caught my eye. It has anime illustrations in it and, well... It's covers looked too bright for a fantasy drama book. I took it home to read in comfort and silence. To be honest, I was pretty skeptical about this book at first. I never liked dramas too much (I just don't like to cry and dramas always makes me cry like a little baby) and I've never heard of this author before. But after reading few chapters it was hard to stop. It was like a breath of new fresh air.

I guess I really ran out of inspiration in these four years. I need a little break from creating and thinking before I would be able to create something new (and won't feel disappointed because of it) so... I'm on a break for some weeks. I need time to re-read something that I loved and read something new. Love y'all! Stay strong and creative<3