Retail - Blog Posts

this morning

manager: I know it's slow and stuff but just make sure you try to look busy...

coworker: *begins gently rubbing the scale

me:...

manager: You know, just clean the scales or empty the trash...

coworker: *continues pretending to clean until manager leaves

me: mood

When people ask me what cut of meat they should get for a specific recipe and I recommend a thing and they go with something completely different and probably wrong because what do I know about meat it’s not like I work at a meat market

retail though

When I made a friend at work I was literally like:

and I regret nothing 😂

-VENT-

I grew up being told to hug family I didn't want to and was low-key treated like a doll to be dressed up/act however they wanted. No input from lil ol me.

I love cuddling but get overwhelmed really easily, so it's easier to just say I don't like being touched; but that's not true! I just don't want to push someone away and hurt their feelings so I just say I don't like it. I feel intrinsically guilty at expressing boundaries, but also know that they are important and have improved on doing it anyway. Physical affection and compliments are incredibly hard for me to accept and I get nauseated whenever being told positive things. It was always a manipulative tactic (and some people in my life are still like that). Now I have a very strict touching boundary. I'm proud I can do that for myself, but I do wish I could just cuddle on the couch with someone in a platonic way, and then get away from them without it being a big deal. I'm sensitive to smell, touch, lights, and sound like a LOT. So many people have gotten butthurt about me not liking their perfume or being uncomfortable when they get in my bubble. I give good eye contact, but responding to things is tough for me. I give a lot of thumbs up like 🙂👍 and some people think it's a disrespect thing. It ain't, I swear! If I don't know how to respond, I have no issue saying that! Like "I don't know how you want me to respond" or "Very nice".

It gets tiring constantly having to justify myself to myself, let alone to other people. Like yes, I don't wanna handshake, high-five, or hug. No, I actually don't know how to keep conversing with you or respond to your joke, I'm sorry. Especially since I work with customers all day, I get a lot of backward moments bc I can't always get the tone when someone is actually upset or joking, so I do a lot of head tilts or "very nice" and "no problem" And some people do NOT like that at all, others get embarrassed on my behalf. Doesn't help that I wear a mask, but I mask less when I'm wearing it (ironic I know)

Anyway, I'm good 😂

days off aren't long enough. you're telling me I have two days to do everything I can't do bc I work in two days? one of which I'm exhausted and mentally repairing myself, and the other I'm mentally preparing myself for the bullshit all over again???? ☹️

People who try to talk you, who have obvious headphones/earbuds in are a plague. Like why are you mad I didn't hear you? Leave me alone, let me decompress before work in peace

Working retail and fast food is so weird. Like you're telling me I have to pretend to like people? Who are rude?? All day???

hey for real it should be illegal EVERYWHERE for retail workers to not have chairs...

Retail vibes (doodle from work)

Can u do a salesman meg and cheese art

Some cute little quick sketches, I might actually make the one on the bottom right a full blown drawing, depends on how I’m feeling I guess