I get the feeling I'm not good at anything. Everyone is just too polite to tell me otherwise. They don't want to see me or be around me. I'm too loud or too quiet. Too happy or too sad. To smart to some but too dumb for everyone else. Too childish. Too bossy. Too much
Why am I like this.
I thought I didn’t have RSD until it was pointed out to me that I take things like a personal attack and that I’m super emotional. So I researched it again through this lens. This happened just a few days ago and now I can’t unsee it.
Unpacking my own neurodiversity is weird, even after all these years.
not saying this to make yall feel bad AT ALL btw but deciding to write fic when u have crippling RSD is insane 💀 cuz tbh i can deny it as much as i want n keep saying i jus write fic for myself and idrc what people think of it or how many hits/comments it gets but fr when my inbox is emptier and drier than the centre of australia i fr never wanna write again 😭 again not tryna make anyone feel bad but i wanted to jus be honest for a sec lol bc it feels superficial af but- anyone relate??