Ruined - Blog Posts

I like when my wife act like this🔥

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After a bit of dirty talk what she could do with you like giving head right here, you're ready to wet your jeans with your cumload. Without stroking at all. – What a good boy.

Yes, Mistress, make me obey you better. 💖

My befriended Domme allowed me to stroke myself until I cum but only using one finger.

Edged for over 15 hours in the past 3 days..havent released in about a month..fist is bouncing off of full balls crippling my mind

Submitting to superior women is all you’re good for. Since your little clitty is nothing to me, please me the only way you can. Get down on your knees and stroke as you empty your wallet for a true goddess

I spend your money on new things daily and it makes your pin dick twitch 😂 honestly the best parts of my day are when I torture you

You’re so much cuter as a pornified pet for Daddy to parade around.

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IM ALSO BEING FUCKING IGNORED!

I might have depression, social anxiety, autism, a eating disorder and a unhealthy lifestyle and cant function for shit.

But guess what.

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You were my home.

My salvation.

My anchor.

And when you left,

I crumbled.

to the ruins.

i wanna be invited to a sex party, only to be tied up as soon as i arrive to serve as lube dispenser. someone positions a bowl underneath my already dripping pussy to catch any excess juices while another man shoves a vibrator against my clit, bringing me right to the edge before stopping, sliding his hand down over my pussy. i wince as he suddenly pushes three fingers in, nodding in approval as he uses my slick to lube up someone's ass.

for the rest of the night i am edged continuously, with people using my dripping pussy to lube up their dicks, toys, fists, or anything they find fun to insert in me. it's never fucking; the only stimulation i get is just slow, almost clinical insertion and exertion. sometimes not even that, only using the bowl under my legs as i beg them to fuck me, please. i try to clench around their dicks, to shake my hips, but they are not here to fuck me. i am just an object to them, an edgeslut so ruined this is the only way i can be useful.

Delayed rage/rant

Grey’s just completely gutted all of the Japril fans. The direction they chose to take their storyline in and they way they did it is so heartbreaking and disrespectful to the fans and all the love and emotional investment and attachment we have built for their relationship. It’s disrespectful to their journey, to the albeit bumpy but uniquely beautiful story they shared. This is disrespectful to all the amazing things about Japril: their friendship, their chemistry, their deep love for one another. Also, this is a slap in the face to what Jesse and Sarah have created, their commitment and dedication to the characters and the fans, and their own long term investment in building this relationship. Even introducing the idea of this storyline, it feels like they've ruined, or at least tainted, the beauty of Japril.

I hurt them more than they love me.

I’ll never stop

Cried on my way to work today

Screaming empowering songs in the car but not feeling them

Yesterday was one of the harder days

I lost you...again

And no matter how many times we’ve already been through this, the pain never lessened

24 hours, from “Hey we should be spending more time together” to “We should end things here, I can’t do this no more”

World? Crushed

Heart? Broken

Again and again and again

Loving you ruins me

But

I

Just

Can’t

Stop

~ excerpts of me moving on ~