SA - Blog Posts
Sorry I haven't been posting, kinda forgot that I had a blog. But I have something to share. TW of SA and brief SH
I read something on here, I didn't safe the post or remember who it's from, about Firefighter. For those of you who don't know what it is it's a rape "game". When someone asks you to play Firefighter and you say yes, it's "content" to let them rape you. Reading that made me remember about when I was sexually assaulted. It made me remember more details leading up to it and even made me remember the date of it, March 18th 2021. And surprisingly, I didn't break down, I didn't relapse on my SH, I got angry, pissed, I still am angry but not as bad. I hate that I remembered when it's way too late to do anything and that I still can't remember it fully. I hate that after I started making peace with it, I had to remember more of it.
I started to realize that the "game" is kind of coming back to light so I want to tell people about it to warn them. So if anyone EVER asks you to "play", run for the hills, scream your head off, and find authorities. Don't respond to the person, just run.
its combo time bc ive had finals for so mf long and had no time so m doing all these in one post!!!!
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β ππ. ornaments ; what are some objects you have in your dr that you donβt in your cr? why do you have them in your dr?
staff (toh dr): my staff and palisman in my toh dr!!! his name is naos he is a fucking idiot and i love him very much. orange cat vibes all around. chill guy a solid top 10 object ever.
necklace (h2o dr): my lil h2o necklace, the seal charm is a dr modification, pretty much i can communicate with seals n other pinnipeds. i wanted one of those necklaces so so bad as a kid and now i have one!!!! and i match with my friends!!!! aka the people in the show and we are actually mermaids!!! (kid me would genuinley have an aneurysm)
throwing knives (pjo/hoo dr): my godly weapon of choice in my dr, pretty useful for quests, very effective for killing monsters. also very pretty. and sharp.
wand (marauders dr): my wand!!! she is sycamore wood, phoenix feather core, 11 inches, and swishy flexible. literally so sick i can DO MAGIC!!!! but yeah
reading glasses + case (future coraline dr): what can i say i am a sucker for cute glasses and these ones are so adorable. they r vintage, and i mostly use them for tattooing, reading (obv) and sewing. the case is thrifted and forever one of my favorite finds.
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β ππ. sleigh bells ; are there any priveleges you have in your dr that you donβt in your cr? what are they?
answering for my mha dr here, bc holy shit there are so many. for one i go to U fucking A on reccommendation bc my brother is a top hero. i get a lot of free shit from companies for sponsorships, especially clothes companies for wing or mutant quirk users. also, my quirk is really useful in day-to-day life, seeing as i don't need a car or anything bc i can fly, and if i do need transportation i get flown/transported to places usually for free. i get invited to so much shit its crazy, ex: the i island expo, even tho we got attacked it was still really cool to get to experience everything.
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β ππ. cookie cutters ; what are some smells that remind you of your dr? why?
i live in/am near the pnw or other rainy places for a lot of my drs, so that really specific smell of rain or the beach always kinda makes me think of those drs. mango and peach scents also remind me of my fame dr specifically, because it's my signature scent there.
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β ππ. elf on the shelf ; who is your main wingman/women/person? what is your dynamic? What do you guys do when you hang out?
100% gotta be sam & colby in my paranormal investigator dr, those fuckers are like my brothers and had my back ALWAYS. also honorable mentions to coraline in my future coraline dr for helping me rizz up her best friend and helping me with figuring out his oblivious ass <3
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β ππ. wrapping paper ; what is your favorite way to script? why is it your favorite way?
honestly, putting on some sort of media or audio that reminds me of my dr (think shows, movies, video essays/analysis, or a sub/playlist), a snack or sweet treat, a bigass glass of ice water, and some mood lighting and i am all set. locked tf in, so so connected to my dr i can almost feel it. bonus points if i'm scripting for one of my more summery drs and i'm sitting on my porch (i live near a beach) so i can smell the air shit got me kicking my feet and giggling fr.
broken windows of missed opportunity timelessly hung in a frame of regret.
I cant stand seeing the old, young, weak, loved, sad, strong, ill, infected, handicapped, unwanted, un noticed, lonely, crushed, disfigured, the religious, meaningless, free, the willing or unwilling captive. the too thin, too thick, too rich too poor, too pretty, too ugly, the just right, the in between, the conscious, the dormant, the used and the users. goldy locks and all the bears. the pigs their wolf, the lines, loops and circles. and then I look in the mirror. I wonder where the hell do I belong? between the lines, out of the details, behind the scenes. the dark side of the moon. somewhere in limbo. just waiting for a green light. waiting for my time. but somethings wrong. I must not have heard the whistle. Was I ready? I was set. and there it goes. Turned around to find lights out, curtain drawn and doors closed.
searching for comfort in characterβs only to find the traumatic occurrence being fetishized and sexualized.
TW: Talk of rape, grooming, molestation and non-consent ahead!
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im sorry but theirs a difference between the not implied consent and fully writing degrading and demoralizing smut about rape, grooming, and molestation.
pls find a therapist if you think itβs okay to write that shit, itβs not a kink. being treated ruff and unspoken consent is different than writing about rape.
anyways had to get that off my chest...
ATTENTION: I NEED YOUR HELP
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I will be tagging fandoms and stuffs so that people see this
https://www.wattpad.com/story/277267446-what%27s-happening-in-south-africa
TW//Mention of violence
Hi everyone I know I usually don't post anything serious here. I've always preferred not to mention where I'm from for safety reasons. But currently my country - South Africa (besides suffering from the covid pandemic) is currently facing many violent protests/riots as well as the looting of shops - ie people are breaking into shops and stealing goods. The hospitals are under strain due to the rise in covid cases as well people who have been injured. There has been lots of shootings, the use of petrol bombs and many fires. The reason begin is that recently our former president was sentenced to jail and this has upset many people. It's quite scary as today the roads were basically shut down. It's terrifying because I've been hearing gunshots the entire day the situation is somewhat out of control in my opinion and the army has only been deployed recently but have honestly not done anything. Please pray for SA
There are a few links relating to what's happening. Please note some video's may contain violence please view with caution
What is happening in SA /how it started
Videos of protests
More videos
Thread of what's happening
Videos of protests (9mins)
I have seen several videos and received many but I don't think I will be able to post them.
No, no I am not ashamed.
I am not ashamed of this beautiful nation. I am not ashamed of this land I call home. I am not ashamed of this country who has overcome so much. I am not ashamed of the blood shed for our democracy, our stunning greenlands packed with nature, our oceans of mass life, our black, white, indian, coloured and other racial groups, our rich in harvest lands. Our rainbow nation, our past wounds, our diverse wildlife, our wide range of culture. I am NOT ASHAMED OF SOUTH AFRICA, MY COUNTRY.
I am DISAPPOINTED in the PEOPLE who decide to cause violence and anarchy. Our politics, the people who have failed us.
But if you think for one second that it represents our country as a whole?
You're damn wrong.
This all started due to people not having shelter, food, water or jobs. Corruption was the main catalyst for this to happen. That money could've been used to aid these people in need.
Zuma was the final straw & now everyone is going batshit.
P. S. Watch the video. Comic relief that is needed.
Edit: To clarify, everyone is looting. I saw a video of a guy loading his Merc up with merchandise.
alright yall here's what's going on in South Africa. where I live.
some Zuma supporters are throwing big hissy fits bc he finally got arrested and are now making the streets very dangerous.
a group of idiots released wild animals from the zoo who are now going towards the protestors.
on top of all this there's a bunch of looters who thought it would be a good idea to reenact The Purge, so now Witbank is a big mess.
so uh yeah
stay safe out there
Sexual Assault Awareness.
Warning; Mentions of Sexual Assault and Harassment + discrimination towards both sexs/genders. (and a very angry rant)
It's April which means it's Sexual Assault Awareness month! Honestly, it's fucking disappointing and sad to see people getting sexually assaulted every year..
Strangers, Teachers, Friends, Family. People can get sexually assaulted at any time and place.
The excuse of clothing is shameful and disgusting.
"Oh, maybe because you revealed too much skin-"
NOT. A. GOOD FUCKING REASON. The fact that people, who are supposed to be the ones protecting their loved ones, even take the sexual harassers side. Sadly, on socials, I've seen many young adults get asked the same question whenever they open up about the assault.
What's more sickening is that people even joke about Sexual Assault. Not good enough. Shame on you. People actually have to bear the moments of helplessness and silence during those traumatic moments, and people think it's funny.
Hell, even people at a young age have to go through traumatic shit like that!
The worst part is that the predator gets away. I read in an article about a man, who had sexually assaulted a 12-year old girl, walks away with no charges. How?
Because he excused his actions by saying;
"I thought she was 15."
HOW FUCKING BULLSHIT IS THAT!?!?
I'm so fucking pissed on how many people would let predators like that walk freely. It's so fucking bullshit that the Government won't do anything about it.
It's also sad to see that the sexually assaulted victims get discriminated against for what they've survived through. Both male and females. It's also sad to see that most people antagonized men who had been sexually assaulted...
"why didn't you fight back?"
If you were in their position, you would understand. But you weren't, so shut the fuck up.
In conclusion of all of this, I just wish that whoever was reading this, to have a safe day. π©΅
If U want to learn more about the Sexual Assault Awareness month, click here.