Sad Times - Blog Posts
Bro said he'd be the chuuya to my dazai but now...
tiredy and bored :/
I’m so tired (T ^ T) of being a big-girl right now I just wanna go home and put on my pjs grab my stuffie 🧸and watch some cartoons or a good movie 🎬 .
college has drained me sooo much my back hurts and so do my legs :((.
Kid Fuyu: Can I please just get the money. I did what you asked for.
Criminal #1: Do you think that we are going to pay you because you delievered our boys their drugs?
Criminal #2: No bud, you’re doing us another “Favour”
Kid Fuyu: No! I just want the money.
Criminal #2: Or what? Beat us up?
Kid Fuyu: No... I need the money, please.
Criminal #1: Hey! I have an Idea *leans over and whispers to his friend*
Criminal #2: *laughs* I like that idea. *Punches Fuyu right in the eye*
*Kid Fuyu falls to the ground, curls up and covers his head. Kicks started to fly and hitting Kid Fuyu, making him cry.*
Criminal #1: Lets go now. Kid got what he deserved.
Criminal #2: Oh... and here. *throws money over at Kid Fuyu. The money flies everywhere...* Take it. Bitch.
Kid Fuyu sobbed and slowly got up in pain. He limped to a food place that he considered “safe”. The owner pointed out that he had a black eye.
He goes into a alleyway corner that he called home. Kid Fuyu ate the food slowly and put the container away. Kid Fuyu curled up and cried on the cold ground until he fell asleep.
lmao imagine the initial shock of seeing a meteor shower for the first time and thinking that it’s the Almighty casting out your creations as another act of rejection
i realize that the reason why i don't have any motivation is because i see no future and i'm just demoralized and it's hard to get out of that cycle.
and i find myself jealous of those who can be open with their thoughts and feelings cause that has never ever been me. and i feel like if i was able, it'd alleviate some of this sadness and loneliness. but i just can't.
this is my downfall and it's sad.
watching dead poets society after reading the novelisation was The Wrong Decision... desperately trying not to get too attached to You Know Who but it's not working