Sad - Blog Posts
broken windows of missed opportunity timelessly hung in a frame of regret.
I cant stand seeing the old, young, weak, loved, sad, strong, ill, infected, handicapped, unwanted, un noticed, lonely, crushed, disfigured, the religious, meaningless, free, the willing or unwilling captive. the too thin, too thick, too rich too poor, too pretty, too ugly, the just right, the in between, the conscious, the dormant, the used and the users. goldy locks and all the bears. the pigs their wolf, the lines, loops and circles. and then I look in the mirror. I wonder where the hell do I belong? between the lines, out of the details, behind the scenes. the dark side of the moon. somewhere in limbo. just waiting for a green light. waiting for my time. but somethings wrong. I must not have heard the whistle. Was I ready? I was set. and there it goes. Turned around to find lights out, curtain drawn and doors closed.
weak but still standing.
all the words that flow through me, never ending verbal sea. none of which amount to anything... not near what I think they mean. All these thoughts Above me circling. pondering if, and what if there was... some meaning? What could it be. What will this bring? wounds in mending. shaping me. Tear it down, now build it up. break my heart but you cant break me. no matter how close you think I seem.
enough heart ache for two.
I feel like this life is so fleeting.
and I worry I wont find a meaning.
before it ends.
The time just keeps slipping by.
Im aging... before my eyes.
I sit and talk with those whom I call friends.
but it never ends, they dont know me.
I dont have one.
but Im waiting.
my friend.
for the day you love me again...
I know it wont come but Ill hold my breath.
Ive been practicing. Ive gotten good at it.
its all just a game that they're playing.
I just wait my turn. keep on waiting.
untill it ends. and its over.
no... second player.
waiting till it ends.
and then maybe...
Ill see you again.
I heard a little girl killed herself today, that blood's on your hands!
There it was being torn from my chest she had not one care in the world. I watched it happen, I felt it like nothing else before. There was nothing I could do, trying to stop it made it worse. As the heart laid there in pieces I wondered what to do until my last breath.
Today I decided to express my emotional drama through art instead of random venting sessions, and I don’t think it came out too bad in the grand scheme of things.
(Feel free to reblog, but please don’t repost/reuse without my permission!)
-FanPan-
P.s. I will try to post some more normal art soon, so look forward to that.
(Edit: I got the gif to finally work in higher quality, which is awesome because it has been bugging me nonstop!)
I wish someone would say this to me whenever I'm sad...
I’m trying to get my anxiety better, but for some reason my pills aren’t working as well this week and I’ve been feeling more sad, but these videos make me laugh
@tomfawkes @ze
The darkness in my head thick viscid pulling me under
I once thought you had come to banish the darkness It turns out you only came to snuff out my remaining light
Leave out all the rest | Linkin Park
Inferior
I keep my head down low
I don't let passion show
I'm ugly and I know
I know I'm inferior