Sad - Blog Posts
MATH
Fuck math that is all thank you for you time
No thought Wei Wuxian in homo sweatshirt
I’m so sorry I did this to Kirishima. He’s best boi idc what u say! I love him so much but I just really wanted to do this!!! I’m so sorry but at least you get some Kiribaku out of it.
i resent the fact that my skills are technical and not creative. why can i get any program running on any capable computer regardless of os but not write poetry? clearly i picked the wrong stats at some point.
Ahhhhh, memories.........when I was little I went to that school and I remember part of my childhood :)
Smiles.....
"Smile!"They say......
"eat! Your getting thiner....." they say.....
"common! Smile isn't that hard" they say
"was that funny?" they say.....
"why aren't you laughing?" they say.....
"why are your eyes red?" they say.......
Why can't you see that I'm not fine......all I can say is....
"can you plese help me?"
"talk more!!"
People: "you should speak more!"
Me:*tries to speak*
-gets interrupted
-gets ignored
-everyone forgets what has been said
-slowly turns invisible
My parents say they're supportive of me and the queer community, but they seem against it at every turn. They hate on people who support queer folk-call them faggots, weirdos, unnatural, violent, etc. If any media shows representation of a queer person, it's called "pushing" and "unnatural" and "why can't they just show something normal that people actually WANT to see". If my cousin who's a toddler is dressed up in some sparkly clothes and with his hair done up, he's called a "fucking faggot" and immediately told to change unless he wanted to get slapped. I can't even put my hair up in a way that looks too boy-ish because then I'd be "asking for it". Asking for WHAT?! For the right to live life the way I want to and be comfortable with it because people aren't trying to push me down? Cause that's exactly what I'm asking for. I just want to live - what's so wrong with that?
El es....
Él es el diablo con disfraz... Sí que lo es Me pide perdón y lo dejo regresar Pero ¿sabes? Es el único que me aguanta en este modo Cuando soy necia y actuó con co-dependencia Es el que me soporta lloriqueando, quejándome, quien me aguanta con contradicciones. No son sus términos ni los míos Son NUESTROS De los dos No está bien pero, no todos sabemos cómo romper las mismas cadenas
Sola
Suelo decir que estoy sola Y que eso esta bien, que estoy bien Pero no es así, no está bien no estoy bien y si estoy sola Y no hablo del hecho de estar sola solo por decirlo En realidad sí estoy sola, puedo pasar días sin ver a otra persona que no sean mi madre o mi padre y solo los veo por están en la misma casa Pasó días sin hablar o recibir un mensaje Sin un contacto que no sea necesario Cuando hablo de estar sola se de lo que hablo Y no no está bien No me gusta Y estoy llegando a muchos límites No sé si aguanto otro día
I forgot that Lotor wasn't the only one to "end" his father, Allura also did it in season 1. Just some drawings of both of them and their reactions of their deed. Feel kinda bad for them now.
SEVEN SENTENCE SUNDAY
A little more than seven sentences, but hey... who actually follows that rule? Hahaha! Enjoy this little bit from Chapter 4 of RUINED. I should hopefully have this chapter posted within the next couple of days.
@ronenstrand
Carlos cradled TK's face in his large hands, his fingers trembling slightly as he leaned in to kiss him. The kiss was fervent and filled with an intensity that spoke volumes, a passionate declaration of feelings he had kept buried. As they finally pulled apart, their foreheads touched, creating an intimate connection that seemed to suspend time. Slowly, Carlos used his thumbs to gently brush away the tears that traveled down TK's cheeks, each droplet glistening in the soft light. “I’m going to miss you so much,” he whispered, his voice barely above a breath, heavy with emotion and the weight of their impending separation.
“I’m going to miss you too,” TK whispered, his heart racing as he pressed his lips against Carlos’s once more. The warmth of their connection enveloped them, and in that moment, he felt an overwhelming wave of emotion. “Carlos, I lo…,”
“Don’t. Please don’t say it. It’ll just make it harder for me to leave.” He squeezed his eyes shut, feeling hot tears spill down his cheeks as he battled the overwhelming urge to voice the very words he had just silenced in TK. “I have to go.” In that fleeting moment, he leaned in for one last kiss, pouring every unspoken emotion—fear, love, and sorrow—into that brief encounter, desperate to convey what words could never express.
I am... Darth Revan
"You cannot hide form what you once were Revan, Recognise that you were once the Dark lady, and know that i have taken your place..."
so stunning!
I feel rich just by walking through here. Also, have these gems. <3
Texas is overrated. These streets reek of homelessness, some dude tried to follow me until I have him stuff. Sad how many people are on the side of streets….Maybe I’ll post about that?
yeah, I think I will.
OC Yap-fest
I said that is yap and store info about my ocs and now is the time. Bear with me
So like basically a majority of my ocs are aroace (teehee projection core) but like I did have one couple. For a long while too. And they’re both women (WLW FOR THE WINNNN) but like I also like suffering so it’s one sided 🥲.
So basically it’s between these two mythical monsters. One a huli jing 狐狸精 (Chinese fox spirit basically) and like a naga. They are nameless so I’ll just call them by their… species. So basically fox spirit meanders around a forest, finds naga and taught her civility. Naga falls into love at first sight with fox spirit because she was like “ooo pretty fox lady” but fox spirit, ever the dumbo doesn’t realise that.
So they were like besties for a while when fox spirit was like “I got the hots for this emperor lemme disguise myself as a human woman and become his queen” and Naga was like “Ok girl do yo thinggg” but deep down she wishes she was the emperor.
Naga doesn’t interfere with the relationship (wowza) but she is jealous of the emperor but she doesn’t show it.
Until one fateful day…
Fox spirit and emperor lead a healthy relationship, however she let her guard down. Revealing her true nature whilst alone. But she isn’t as alone as she thought she was. Emperor was there and was like “EEK A MONSTER, KILL HER”. And then she dies.
Naga finds out and curses the kingdom and sinks into a deep depression, not before hiding in a cave deep in the woods. And she copes by dressing up as the fox spirit. But whenever she looks into any reflective surface she is reminded that her beloved is forever gone. Her face is too sharp and fierce whilst the fox spirit’s face is rounder, softer, and kinda hates herself like that.
But then fox spirit reincarnates into like the universes main character and she goes and fights Naga.
The end
And the question is…
I'm so sick of feeling erased. I just want to be ok
a chilling confession that must be said
my only experience when it comes to tumblr is watching izzyzz and those iceberg videos im sorry plz forgive me and accept me for who i am, a bandcap
Letting go
I am letting go
It feels like I’m burning alive and being frozen at the same time
Withdrawal
Sadness sitting in my bones
Memories flooding my brain
But I need to let go
No one should ever be able to hurt me like that and still get my love
Not anymore
I need to move on
Even though I can only think about the good times we had
and it is breaking me in ways I can’t seem to explain
I need to let you go
Because all you did to me
Would be enough to break ten peoples hearts
And still
You managed to do all that to a single one
My one
My still deeply in love one
Maybe we will meet again in another life and our souls will have learned enough to finally make it work
But for now
Please let me let you go
~ honestlywhatfor ~