So I was thinking about Oda reincarnation and how that could hurt Dazai but then I realized that there’s no way for Dazai to know who that new person was besides a gut feeling. But what if there was an ability? What if the ADA got a call from a frantic mother who says something about her child collapsing and not waking up, and some person appearing besides them. The ability itself brings back the past life in exchange for the current one, and I’m not sure if it was activated on purpose or on accident. But basically Dazai, Rampo, and Fukuzawa all realize they know this guy and Dazai rushes over hugging Oda and breaking down into desperate sobs.
The only problem is, their job is to bring back the child. And that would erase Oda all over again.
Worst part? Guess who would have to be the one to undo the ability?
I dislike Dazai
I dislike his stupid jokes and his silly behaviour. I dislike how he acts as if he is superior to most other or how he treats them. The way he sees life or his stupid jokes about killing himself makes me hate him. The fact that he sees no reason to be or sees no meaning in this life makes me hate him. The amount of value he gives his own life make me hate him. I hate how relatable he is.
Dazai always found comfort in Sakunosuke Oda and Kunikida Doppo. He trusted both greatly. I hate how fond I feel of those two characters.
He felt saved when next to those two men, as if he had finally seen that small light by the end of the tunnel, a reason to exist, even if just for a little longer. I hate how much he values them even if he had lost all hope in humanity before getting close to them. I hate how I find myself trying to get attached with someone that way.
These two men saved Dazai, they both looked after him, cared about him lots. I hate how I cannot find someone to save me like they saved him..