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Guys I'm about to pass tf out. I was at the mall and I was wearing this hmhas shirt and these two girls complimented me Istg i was in shock for the next 10 minutes

I was so happy it went up, but it's down AGAIN. I can't deal with this 😭😭😭

Hi, I hope you're doing well. I'm writing to you with a heavy heart and an urgent request for help. My family is in a very danger situation due to the ongoing war, and I've launched a GoFundMe campaign to save them. Could you please reblog my campaign post from my profile? Each share could be a lifeline for my family. 🙏 Feel free to share it in any other social media platform if you would like. Our campaign has been verified ⭐️ by operation olive branch, and is entry number 26 on their spreadsheet. Also with ⭐️ Project watermelon,line 249/(212) on their spreadsheet. From the bottom of my heart I want to thank you in advance for all of your support and kindness.

of course! I hope you’re okay with me posting this ask, dm me if you’d like it taken down!!

I've never posted to tumblr or anything like this but i have been thinking of getting diagnosed with adhd for a while and recently made a list of things I do that seem neurodivergent. its longer than i thought it would be and i wanted to share it somewhere to get opinions or general thoughts because why not lol. anyway heres my random brain dump:

So much going on in my brain. all the time. thinking is literally my life. there are like 5 trains of thoughts going on at a time all the time. i have to retrace my steps a lot because i always forget them.

Having to be reminded to do things

I LOVE planners and to do lists (even in they don’t work a lot of the time

I like to really think about stuff like a plan. i like to list out how long it will take me to do each task and how much time i have to do another task and then how much time i have in between that, while instead i could’ve just DONE the tasks without needing the plan.

always moving. literally something in my body is always moving. if it’s my foot, my leg, my fingers, my tongue, something is always fidgeting and moving. and if there isn’t anything, i’m probably deep in thought.

i’m so awkward. i don’t know if this is connected but i am so awkward. i don’t know how others see me. i can’t tell what face i made or if my expression was obvious. i am so bad at social interactions. i mess up on my words. i take too long to think about if i want to add something to the conversation but by then its too late. i usually go for the easy option. like it’s easier just not to say anything than start a conversation. i also struggle a lot with talking clearly. i mess up my words a lotttt. it’s annoying.

it’s hard to control my emotions. especially in situations with other people and i could easily hide my emotions and act normal but i just don’t.

i forget everything. like everything. i forget things about myself. i have notes about my favorite foods, my favorite colors, my favorite anything because if someone were to ask me, i wouldn’t be able to remember.

i eat the same foods all the time. this could be completely normal but i’ve heard that neurodivergent people tend to stick to comfort foods. mine are pizza. and ravioli. and quesadillas. but mostly pizza. 24/7. and i’m satisfied with that. i never have urges to eat anything different. could be completely irrelevant though.

i’ve heard this somewhere so i thought i would include this. i can’t deal with conversations with two people. like if im talking to someone and another person joins our conversation. i go quiet becuase its feels off. idk how to describe it. like i just go silent and listen.

this could also just be a me thing but i enjoy basic friend things. like the most basic things. my friend draws a smiley face on my paper? euphoria. my friend puts her feet on my chair or rests on me? oh my god. just being around me in general gives me such excitement. its like ive never had friends before.

i procrastinate a lot. i know that’s an iffy one becuase people without adhd can procrastinate too but still. it’s bad.

i can completely tune out of a conversation but my body still responds. like i’ll nod at the perfect times and actually respond like “that’s so cool!” and “wait why?” but i’m not there at all.

i usually need two things to do at a time. if one of the things require full attention, i need another thing that requires no attention. like listening to a podcast while i color. read while i eat. folding laundry while i watch tv. but some things, like music, require a little more attention than none. so if i listen to music i can’t read or watch tv. i have to do a craft, or something else that music won’t distract me from.

it takes me a long time to understand what a question is asking. like i have to really look at it until it clicks. like i don’t have problems with tests or stuff, i think, its just timed games like jeopardy, i have to really dig into my mind.

speaking of digging into my mind. most things i know i remember. like if you ask me, for example, some of the symptoms of adhd that i have, ill be like oh yeah i have a lot. but i can’t remember it from the top of my head. i know it’s in there. id just have to dig for it. and that takes a lot of mental work. think of it like this: i have a box. on the box, it says “symptoms” or soemthing. i can show you the box, its a heavy box. i know there’s a lot of symptoms in that box. i could open it if i wanted to. look, i say, i have my symptoms right here. but then, i want to actually remember those symptoms, i have to put in work. sure i know i have the answer in my brain, i just have to find it. i have to open the box. i have to rip off the tape and pry it open and unwrap it. i’ll get there eventually, it’s just a lot of work. does that make sense? probably not.

and there’s your example ^^ but i over explain things a lot. like way too much. i need to say an example for every single thing i try to explain or else i feel like you won’t really understand.

when i’m overwhelmed, i hone in on one specific thing that makes me more overwhelmed. like i can deal with some background noise, but like if it’s too much and i start noticing the sound of someone chewing or their CONSTANT SNIFFLING DURING A MOCK EXAM, then my brain starts focusing on that for some reason and i just can’t.

i need to blink really hard sometimes because it’s not satisfying enough until i blink hard enough to itch or feel my whole eyelid. i used to do this when i was in elementary school alot and got insecure of it because people would ask about it. i forgot about it until recently and its starting again.

there are a lot of things i do that are kind of ocd but im NOT SELF DIAGNOSING im just saying. like if i touch a weird texture, i have to wipe it away or something on a nice texture. like if i touch cardboard with short nails, sure i could no longer be touching the cardboard, but i now have to now rub my finger against something smooth in the EXACT same way to make it feel like the feeling is gone. also, similar to the blinking thing, i feel like i need to get into the teeny tiny corner of things. like not actually the corner of a room, but like i need to feel the skin between my fingers, i like to push the ends of my fingers away from my nails so it feels like there’s space there, etc.

if my hands are slightly sticky, oh it’s over for me.

when i was younger, i would get this feeling in my stomach that’s probably anxiety (even though people don’t understand what i was talking about when i explain it) usually when im just sitting there and i feel like i need to DO something. or run around or stretch out my stomach.

and id get this feeling also when i was wearing shoes and i couldn’t stretch my toes up or something i would get really anxious like i need to stretch my toes but i can’t.

similarly, when i took piano lessons, i would get that anxious feeling when i had to use the pedal and i had to lift up my foot and it would feel way too up or something. like when i bent my foot back too much and held it there.

i can NOT sit normally. i physically cannot. i switch between like four positions. sitting on the edge of the seat with my legs either manspread or stretched out. sitting on one foot. one foot on the seat. both feet in the seat. knees to my chest. putting my feet on the bar of the desk. and i switch whenever one isn’t satisfying enough or feels uncomfortable.

i love finding stuff out about myself. that could also be a me thing but. i also love trying to figure out WHY. everything is caused by a biological thing or a mental thing or SOMETHING. every little thing your body does has a reason and a cause and i want to know why and what that cause is. my brain is wired to figure out WHY something happened.

i notice a lot of patterns in everything. i think about everything. i’m very aware of my feelings and i realize and connect a lot of things to emotions and advice and things people say. it’s hard to explain. like when something happens the first thing i think of is “oh so this is what this saying means” or “this is why people give out that advice” or “this is why people struggle with this because it’s harder than i thought to control”. i don’t know if that makes any sense at all.

this is also why i loved math as a kid. because it was all patterns. i would find much easier ways of solving the questions and my teacher got upset because its confusing the other kids but like.. its easy??

im very self aware. this could also be a me thing. i acknowledge my feelings and i like to journal and explain them and talk about them and stuff.

i have high empathy. this could be a me thing once again but i’ve heard neurodivergent people experience this. like i would hear stories on tiktok or something about people being treated poorly by their parents or friends and I would get SO mad. id want to crawl through the screen and show them how they should be treated. idk.

time management is out the window. i see twenty minutes left and im like “welp too late to do homework!” when in reality i could get like two things done in that time.

HELLA awkward when it comes to emotions. like talking about them with people. also could be a me thing.

also could just be a me thing. i would have trouble with hygiene like remembering to brush teeth and showering because i just forget.

completely forgetting about things because they’re just gone from my brain. and then not understanding when people get mad that i forgot. like how is it my fault that i forgot?? my brain decided to keep this information from me.

i know change is a big thing with neurodivergent people but im not completely opposed to it? only if its like something i was expecting, even if it was subconsciously. like my dad does these pizza nights on fridays. my brain was ready to have pizza and watch a movie at my dads house, but when the schedule changed i got so mad and completely refused to eat at my moms house, even if it meant making pizza at 11 at night at my dads house. or change in shows, especially comfort shows. like when one character or multiple move on and go away from the main plot and its like NOO WHY IS EVERYONE MOVING ON WHY CANT YOU JSUT DO THE SAME THING FOREVER. PLEASE STOP TRYING NEW THINGS.

this is absolutely just germaphobia but i want to include it. crumbs or just THINGS gross me out. there are mystery crumbs in the table? i’m grossed out. it’s close to me and i have to pay attention to where im putting my hand? oh god. then my friend wipes it away with her BARE HANDS and continues on LIKE GIRL UR INFECTED NOW. THERES PROBABKY STUFF ON YOUR HANDS. it’s worse when they don’t even notice. like my friend had crumbs in her phone screen and doesn’t notice or care AND I CANT. she once wiped yogurt off the side of her cup with her finger And i had to look away. i don’t care if she cleaned it after i can watch that. especially when im overstimulated.

dry swallowed a pill. dying

Reblog if you’ve ever been personally victimized by Pikachu man.

Im fr idk what to draw please i beg of you guyz give me ii related stuff to draww..

Thanks if you do

Snow leopard tails are so nice and fluffy and pretty....I just want to be wrapped in one...

(but this is all just wistful thinking, because I will die if I try to go near one.)

I was high off of the lack of sleep, I don't do any drugs as advised by the adults...

Movie idea: supernatural being transformed into a cat helps their loser lesbian owner find a girlfriend, while evading supernatural hunters...also it can't talk however hard it tries, it just meows...and it ends with a big speech about finding love it weird places or something...

(And it's a Christmas movie, Santa has a cameo)

Inject 'Force of nature' by Melina KB directly into my BLOODSTREAM please!

The moment when you want to do something but social media is not doing what is usually does for you so you just open and close all the apps that make you feel something which ends up in you writing a Tumblr post without commas while listening to the same song you've been listening to for the whole day nonstop.

I feel like the hair is a bit too big 😭

Omg gifted kid brain...why are you not gifted kid braining?

Probably because you never developed good studying strategies (you don't fucking know how to revise girl) cause you always got good grades without studying, and now you are fucked in highschool.

Uh oh I spoke too soon! Chemistry is not looking good anymore....this is so chaotic omg.

Okay so I fuck it we balled the physics exam but I still think I'm gonna fail...

I'm going to fuck it we ball this physics exam.

I'm so going to fail physics...

I'm going to watch you dig your own grave, and then step on your gravestone....

the mcsm virus is taking me over at a very rapid and unexpected rate.

I’m trying to redownload s2 but it’s taking a while and I’ve been trying to watch some mcsm content in the meantime but I’m having what feels like an intense feeling of “AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUH” and haven’t been able to think about this damn game without losing my normalcy in seconds WHAT IS GOING ON. I haven’t felt this shit since the grand light fury return of 24💔 Not even splatoon topped this man WHAT RHE FUCK😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

i don’t know what I did to deserve this but the lightfury brainrot is making me actually start to loose it why am i obsessing over a random fictional dragon from a five year old movie instead of something idk. useful??? she’s taking over my dreams and it’s insanity tell me why i saw the top of a white bowl and i was like “OMG OMG IT’S THE LIGHT FURY!!!” SOMEONE SNAP ME OUT OF THIS I NEED TO BE NORMAL ANOUT AT LEAST ONE THING😭😭 THIS STUPID CUTE IDIOT CUTE DRAGONIS TAKING OVER EVERYTHING😭😭

SOMEONE PLEASE I CANT TAKE THIS IM GOING AS HER FOR HALLOWEEN AND AM WAITING TO GET MY PLANT WATERING MONEY TO GET A HUGE CUTOUT OF HER TO PUT ON MY DOOR. I CSNT TAKE THIS

Humanitarian Appeal

‼️She will die at any time‼️😭Emergency, read my story and help me 🚨

"One moment can change everything

My daughter suffers from kidney failure and autism

due to the devastating consequences of war and malnutrition. He urgently needs donations for his ongoing treatment and a life-saving kidney transplant help to cover the high costs of his medical care and surgery, which could save his life and improve his health.

We kindly appeal to compassionate individuals to donate and support us during this difficult time.

Thank you for your cooperation and generosity.

I am asking for $25 or 50$ , which will make a significant difference in my life and my family’s🙏🏻💔

🔴My child extends her hands to you. Do not leave her facing death. If you can, your support is a lifeline for her. No one helps me or cares about her illness. Please, from a humanitarian standpoint.

https://gofund.me/8dce001c

Unfortunately there isn’t anything I can do but give you exposure. ):

i have ideas to draw but i have no motive to help

genuinely, how do you even deal with unstable romantic/platonic/what feelings??!?!!

Please help his family the situation is horrible and they need all your love and support in this time. 💗

🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸

My name is Saja. I’m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow — from her first smile to her first steps — surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.

But life had other plans.

War has returned to our home. Again. And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.

There was a moment — a fragile, breathless moment — when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark — hiding, holding on, praying.

I’m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.

Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.

This is my life.

This is my daughter’s life.

And even now — especially now — I believe in softness. I believe in kindness. Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.

Why I’m Reaching Out Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.

That’s why I keep going.

I’ve launched a campaign to ask for help — not because it’s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.

How You Can Help: 🤍 Help us restore parts of our home so we can live with dignity 🤍 Support women and mothers in Gaza with access to care and resources 🤍 Keep the light of hope alive for a generation born in the shadows of war

💛 If you can, please support our journey here:

Chuffed

I Am Saja – A Mother Holding On Through the Return of War

My name is Saja. I am a wife, a mother to a precious 8-month-old girl, and I am writing this in a moment that I wish I didn’t have to live t

If you can’t give, please consider sharing. Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.

From My Heart to Yours Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe you’ve never lived through war. But if you’ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them — then you understand more than you know.

I don’t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.

Please, if you’ve read this far — thank you. Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring. We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like it’s a lifeline.

With love and endless gratitude

Hi there,

I’m reaching out with a quiet hope in my heart. These days are heavy, and my family is living through a reality filled with uncertainty—but I’m still here, doing my best to hold on and keep going.

If you have a moment, please check out my pinned post.

A simple share could help it reach someone who might be able to make a difference.

If you’re able to give, even the smallest kindness can bring light into the darkest places.

Your time, your voice, your compassion — it all matters more than you know.

With deep gratitude,

@nadinfamily

I'll check it out, I hope everything turns out alright with your family 🤍

its funny how i can instantly recall the past 5 years' worth of market trends on one specific PC accessory, but the moment someone needs me to remember something i collapse into a black hole and die

I'm constantly improving/trying to improve my art, and it can be so fucking frustrating! Like I hate some pieces I made around a month ago. How is that fair?? Wtf? Anyways. New Kuma art is coming soon. I'm editing old stuff because the anatomy sucked, but I'm gonna upload new works too for a sort of ref sheet for myself.

I need help convincing my mother to name the cat we are getting tomorrow Megatron, any ideas how?