you ever do a thing (meet a person, speak to a person, join something) and then you get the *feeling* where you know you've just made a bad decision for future you but you're far too deep in now...?
This is the worst timeline. (x)
I feel left out after a hiatus of debauchery in a so-called group of friends. There are several that I'm a part of. But really? Just because one person "ruins" it for everyone, doesn't mean you can exclude anyone. Sure, I volunteered to be removed from said group, but only in the moment, I was exquisitely furious at these people I once called my friends. My head hasn't stopped with the fights and the war rages on, pretty much destroying my lifestyle. I can't sleep half the time, my school is on low priority in the list of things that's supposed to be high, I'm losing friends left and right. I'm debating whose gonna be my best man when the time comes. In a way: More Or less Crap goes on, At least in the Present being; but For Once, i actually thought i had some Real friends. Let It Find it being Ever more true in my mind. So in short, don't just think people who claim to be your friend to really be some sort of jackass who turns their back on you when you're down.
[Transcript: "Right."
"Mmng..huh? Uh, hi there."
*bush worm noises*
"Well then. I suppose you're okay. Tell me then, friend, where exactly am I? This place...it smells so strongly of death and even I know darkwood is thriing of life. But the trees..."
"Nngh...brother? My eye.."
"Aymi, how are you feeling?"
".....Terrible."
"It's alright. Things will be better." ]