Should I Open For Commision? - Blog Posts
drawing myself :))
MEET MY OC!!
AVERY
(don't worry he doesn't bite)
So, my though process as I draw this:
- I want this to be a boy- wait no- a girl? nope-
- i love suit. i think it's cool.
- why is he- she- their(?) expression so......?
- DO I WANT IT TO BE A BOY OR A GIRL?!
- "how do I do shadow?"
- "fuck it, i'm gonna draw from imagination :)" *searching reference from pinterest aggressively *
- you do not want to know how much time i spent trying to draw that freaking smile.
- what if i just give him the power to transform so they can change their gender? is that offensive or--
- i want to draw them as nonbinary but what if i'm wrong and offend someone and my family found this post aND--- *start overthinking and having identity crisis*
- okay HeAR me out. Trans.
- i really want to make this scary and intimidating but it's look like they will drag you from making a bad decision kicking and screaming
- what. with. the. shadow.
- do i post this on tumblr or ig?
- ...do i WANT to?
So yeah, this is my OC. And as you may know, I'm having an identity crisis because of this piece of drawing.
Let me know if you want more of this (or their lore)