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Jeg gleder meg så mye at jeg kan ikke stå stille!
This post is a direct continuation of my previous post, I recommend you read that first if you haven’t already.
So I mentioned that Miss Anna is taking our relationship to the next level. That’s an understatement. She likes control and is not shy about it. She likes being in control over pretty much every important aspect of a submissive’s private life. I’m no exception to that rule. Miss Anna has stated that she wants to take control of all of my social media accounts and my financial accounts (like PayPal and my bank). And my mail account as well. I’ve given her access to all except my bank account. I’m not ready for that yet. But can you imagine how scary it already is to know that your Domme, who is cruel by default, can freely see and do anything with your Gmail, your PayPal, Facebook, Instagram, Tumblr and more? Trust me, it’s scary. I did ask her not to mess with my real life friends and family and she agreed. But everything else is fair game. She has shown me what this means. She is logged in to all the accounts I mentioned and checks everything. I am mostly active on Tumblr Messenger and so she decided to take a more thorough look on there. She browsed through every conversation I have and decided that things are going to change. She hasn’t fully stated what she wants but I do know that I am not allowed to call any Domme a title anymore, except Miss Anna of course.
She initiated a chat with a Domme friend of mine on Tumblr, someone I’ve known for almost two years, I think. I won’t mention her name. Miss Anna has told me I am not allowed to intervene on that chat, it is now under her control. It feels scary, but in a good way. That probably doesn’t make sense, right? It’s difficult to explain if you haven’t experienced it (or if you’ve been a Dom(me) who enforced something like this). Take it from me, it is a powerful feeling and it’s addictive.
Miss Anna told me she has other intentions with me as well. In the future, she will use TeamViewer to take full control over all of my private files and she’ll be able to see everything I do on my PC, laptop or phone whenever she likes. Another scary thought.
Or how about this one? There will be nannycams in my home which only she will have access to. She’ll be able to point this camera anywhere she likes from her own home. She can see in the dark with it and she can even talk to me through it. That means she can watch me perform her tasks and punishments live on camera. She could even wake me up in the middle of the night, just to mess with my head. And I’m sure she’ll try to mess with my head as often as she can. I wish I could say otherwise, but I really want that to happen. Weird.
Miss Anna has hinted that she would want to meet me several times. And she told me that again today. A quote: “You make me want to meet you, with your obedience, old man. I want to make you addicted and break your heart. Just for fun, lol. Isn’t that mean?”. I wonder if I could really be that interesting to anyone and I highly doubt I would be able to satisfy her. And I would have to be very careful if we did end up meeting at some point. She’s warned me not to fall in love with me because there is a good chance of that. And I think she may be right. She then told me about how she had fun times with an older man, who was the father of a friend of hers. She wasn’t interested in him, but he was crazy about her. Apparently it escalated to the point where he intended to leave his wife (and daughter) behind and go on with her. She broke it off because it got too intense for her, and I am glad that she did. But it proves her point. She loves older men and us older men love stunning women in their 20s. So I’ll have to be very careful.
Oh I almost forgot to mention an interesting development. My friend Yorkshire, whom I mentioned before, is as crazy for Miss Anna as I am. But maybe even more so. Miss Anna decided that she wants to turn him into a sissy. He’s told me he’s not really into that sort of thing. But then this happened: He went on a date with a man and had sex with him. He gave him a blowjob to get him ready for anal sex and then the guy had anal sex with him, eventually he came all over him. It was a very intense experience. I wonder how far Miss Anna is going to be able to take that with Yorkshire, but as we both just started serving her this week, it would seem that he has a lot more promise than I could ever imagine. I don’t hear every detail about his servitude, but I’ll keep you informed if/when I hear more about this. It’s fascinating.
Miss Anna decided that she wants to be called Princess Anna from now on, so that’s how I will be referring to her from hereon. She told me to share this beautiful picture with all of you. If you’re curious to know more about her, you can just talk to me. Either she or I will respond on my account, and you won’t know who it is until she decides you are allowed to know 😊
She’s told me she will take some good pictures for this blog in the following days. Definitely something to look forward to!
"Now find something you are still disgusted by and do it until it’s normal. ^_^" Such candid & advice, so now I'm wondering, what does Becca find disgusting that she's normalizing in her day to day life?
Ass to mouth.
I mean I do it but yeah, it’s disgusting.
Even to all women with a cleavage I can't say no.
I am not | I am
I am not as pretty as your girlfriend. She is skinnier, her tits sit high and her pussy pretty. She is the one you take out to dinner and buy pretty things for. She is the one your proudly introduce to your friends and family. You warm her up and kiss her pink nipples, you lovingly lick her clit and slowly move your cock inside her.
I am the worthless, chubby fuckpig you meet after you drop your princess off. I am the one with 3 holes for you to abuse and play with. You don’t have to wait for me to be ready, I am born ready. You know my cries are of happiness when you rip into my asshole without getting me warmed up. Balls deep and I wlll be begging you to use my nipples as reins and to ride this bitch. You would never let your mouth touch my lips nor body, you see me as the worthless inferior trash that I am.
Not your bitch. I am too pathetic to be yours. I am simply a toy for you to amuse yourself with. Let me lick your friends cocks while you watch football. Then go out and find real women to fuck. I will happily clean the dirty slimy cocks when you all return.
Strip me naked in public and show everyone how ugly I am. Laugh at my body and slap my tits until I scream to everyone that I am a fat cow. Then whip my cunt with a belt as I blow strangers.
Keep stroking.
You’re so cute when you’re weak and horny.
Keep stroking.
Nothing to stop Me from digging My Catfish Claws deep into that Nicolette-addled brain of yours.
Keep stroking.
just keep stroking…
This is true, so teasing!
One of my favorite things about boys is that it’s so very easy to arouse them. Just run a hand a little too far up his leg, back a little too far into him in line at the grocery store, nonchalantly give him a little peek of that lingerie, and he’s toast. Boys are so cute!
Finally summer is coming. Time to get you out of the house for a walk, little boy. 😏
She's just perfect and so hot.😍 Not only in that picture but in general.💖
Beauty.
Meine kleine Submissive findet sich selber jetzt nicht besonders sexy. Auch kann sie es so gar nicht nachvollziehen, wenn mir hier andere Frauen schreiben, dass ich eine sehr hübsche Submissive habe. Nicht, dass es ihr etwa an Selbstbewusstsein mangelt, nein, nein, aber in dieser Hinsicht ist sie sehr zurückhaltend.
Nun denn, vielleicht verhilft ihr dieses Bild ja zu einer anderen Erkenntnis. Eine, die ich schon lange habe: Sie IST (!!!!) sehr sexy!
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