i'm 23 now and birthdays are hard >.<
i don't want to get older. i don't want to be mature and act my age.
i want to be little and small and soft and safe. i want to be loved. i want to feel like i don't have to hide who i am. i want to be able to ask for toys for my birthday again and to have a cute themed party with lots of friends (which i don't have, but that's not the point).
i just want to be small for my birthday. is that too much to ask?