i want attention, im bored, i don't know what i want, im bored, i want attention, i want friends, i want to go places, im stuck in the same place, every day is the same, why are they not responding, i sense something is wrong, this always happens, we always drift a part, im tired, i want to delete everything, what is the point of this.
Whenever I go out in public it feels like unreal, my head turns into mush, my body goes numb, I can’t form a sentence, I can’t ask for a cup of water in a restaurant, I stutter harder than I already do, my whole body shakes, my head spins, I zone out and daydream, im literally so fucking awkward, my head goes completely dumb, my vision blurs and i feel like I’m fucking dying someone help fr