Somebody Sedate Me - Blog Posts
having knee pain without a doctors note might make me tweak i cannot rest because of this agony and simply laying in bed makes them pop. somebody give me their fever i cannot do this rn i have school tomorrow.
wip! need more of boykisser aemond without it being incest PLEASEEEEE
I love my boys, I love Xaiver Zayne Rafayel Sylus Caleb I love them sm
But I know for a FACT that if I ever wound up in Linkon, not as the MC, but as my own self, dating then would be impossible and that makes me SOBBB
LIke, like take Caleb for example. If in some circumstance the two of us end up as friends or he even shows romantic interest in me and does his whole yandere thing, my dumbass would definitely believe him, but I would also say "Ok down boy 😒 or I'll call you an insult in a language you wouldn't understand like don't TEST me boy 🫵" My black ass won't take shit from him ✋
With Zayne, I imagine myself to be somewhat calmer, trying to match his pace, but as much as I actually enjoy his dry humor, I know for a fact I would look at him like this "😐. . . .Zayne my love never joke in public again."
Rafayel . . . . little fish boy. . . . He and I would banter a lot, but the issue is how far can I take it? How far will he take it? I would also call him fish boy to his face actually here are all the nicknames I would give him
1. Fish boy
2. Ariel
3. fishie
4. Dried up mammal
5. Zoo freak
6. Alien
7. Old ass (because he's like what 800)
Low-key Xaiver and I will be chill. I can't think of anything 🤷♀️ I have yelled at him in Kitty Cards, but I'm competitive so it's not my fault.
SPEAKING OF KITTY CARDS! SYLUS. He's a prime victim of me going off when we play cards together imagine if we met in real life🧍♀️like I don't play with Uno, I don't play with Kitty Cards. If this man wins Mafia head or not we're gonna have a fight
So yeah....I fear they wouldn't be able to match my freak 😞
Me staring at Dawnbreaker: You're me, and I am you.
Dawnbreaker: . . . Pardon me?
Me sobbing: You are me, and I am you
Random muscle twitches that you can’t consciously recreate while you’re trying to fall asleep is your body’s equivalent of your house settling at night.
I need to see this movie ASAP!!!!!!
Been sick for a week can someone patch that in the next update, thanks.
"I'll just write a short one shot," I said.
"It'll be fun and show the bond between these characters," I said.
I am now 7000 words deep, not even halfway done, and the cast has expanded to a 7-character hunting party trying to figure out who hurt their friend
Guys idk if I’m just a bit delulu right now or if it’s actually happening but? Why are all of the analysis posts actually kind of making me believe that Togachako and BakuDeku have a chance of being canon????????
Madoka Magica: Ella
I love Madoka Magica and I love TDI so boom, total drama magical girls
My first victim, Ella. She's my favorite character and honestly reminds me of a magical girl already so the choice was pretty obvious.
(I would love to make this a series so Imk who I should do next >_<)
Can we please talk about why there isn't more smut of Twice? Like, he is built, for one. Total hunk. Weird as hell too which is just my type. But he's also an actual sweetheart who I can see being a very generous lover.
I bet he'd be shy at first, probably a little surprised you were pursuing him. He can be pretty dense when it comes to things like this so you had to make the first move. But when you lift his mask to pull him down into a kiss, it doesn't take him long to succumb to that primal hunger, and he's manhandling you as he pushes you up onto the counter, doesn't even care if someone walks in.
God is he so fucking eager to have you in his hands like this. You've got him about to bust in his pants with the way you're moaning into his mouth, how you're begging him to touch you. Anything you want, he's not denying you whatever you ask for, so he lets his hands map out each and every curve of your body, relishes in the way you shiver when his fingertips bite into your flesh.
"Here?" There's a shake to his voice as he asks this, rubbing the ache between your thighs, "You want it here, too?"
Obviously, this man is a switch. He aims to please so whatever you want that day he's doing it. He's just as happy to bend you over his bed and fuck your wet little cunt raw as he is to have you riding his face and calling him a good boy. All he wants is for you to fall apart, say his name, let him make you cum as many times as you'll allow him to.
You'll be riding him, using him as you please, and he's whimpering underneath you as you tighten around him like a vice.
One second he's a mess, all fucked-out and moaning, "please, fuck--mmmff--keep going, just like that," and the next thing you know, he's bucking up into you until he's on top, tossing your legs over his shoulders as he grits, "you thought I was done with you, princess? Gonna have you taking my cock 'til I'm shooting blanks,"
finally a person active to ramble about brian moser. his death is a pure tragedy. brian just accepted the fact that he got betrayed by his precious sibling after years of longing for him as a fond memory while desiring to get rid of this "foster bullshit" because adoption's not like true family, it's a gut-wrenching hoax that brian endured for years in isolation, trapped between walls with no possibility to reconnect with his only "salvation" alias dexter &. willing to embrace his younger brother's lack of humanity out of pure unconditional love. brian's peak fraternity &. dexter ended up throwing away his hope by eliminating brian due to his obssession with limbs &. "code"... well, controversial hot take but i wished that brian quickly got rid of dexter after the impromptu stunt or that brian secretly annihilated debra without leaving any trace before using manipulation skills to coax dexter to go back to old times with the promise of accepting all his ugly parts that he kept cancealing.
Believe me, I so wished for Brian to survive and take care of Deb on his own somehow. Not Dexter. He could never harm his baby brother not even if his life depended on it.
Also, I'm sure that he could've been, if not molded to the code, accepting of Dexter's own free will to follow it if Dexter had simply set him down and explained it. Nobody can't convince me of the contrary cause Brian obsessed over reuniting with Dex for like 31 full years and people still think that he simply would've thrown away all that simply cause Dexter didn't wanna abandon the code? Oh gimme a break. He would've accepted anything if Dexter had been capable of expressing his own worries and problems.
His death still has such a grip on me this many years later cause that "Am I one of your victims now?" broke me then and it still breaks me now.
And Dexter going like "you need to be put down" and Brian "Why? Because of your code?" and Dex "And the safety of my sister" TF YOU MEAN THE SAFETY OF YOUR SISTER?? HE'S YOUR GODDAMN BLOOD BROTHER AND YOU'RE WILLING TO OFF HIM TO SAVE HER?
This is one of those rants where quoting the books comes in handy too btw cause in Darkly Dreaming Dexter he quite literally realized that Harry had lied to him all along and after that, as he looked down at Debra's body bound to the table in plastic, his internal monologue stated, and I quote: "And more to the immediate point, what did I owe this squirming lump of animal flesh quivering beneath me, this creature masquerading as my sibling? What could I possiby owe her in comparison to my bond with Brian, my own flesh, my brother, a living replication of my selfsame precious DNA?"
Like, how did we go from that kind of devotion to "I have to kill him to save her"?
Brian's devotion and love were blind but there and strong, unrelenting and deep.
Dexter's devotion was misplaced since he himself regretted having killed Brian later on in the seasons, especially when Deb found out about his little hobby and tried to kill both of them by drowning them in the car.
I am a child of divorce, if anyone needs me I'll be eating ice cream on the floor of my closet
Sometimes I live and I feel like I’m pretending to be someone else. I don’t like that feeling.
I rewatched Inside Job and I had forgotten how much the ending shatters your soul. It’s so painful and I hate that it got cancelled.
[SPOILERS FOR S2 AHEAD]
Reagan deserved to be with Ron, yet she knew he would never be fully happy with her. She was quite literally bred since childhood to be Cognito Inc.’s boss. She quite literally cannot focus on anything, because despite how unhappy she is with her life and her job, she simply cannot let go. And she knew that, and she knew that Ron deserved so much better than her.
And what’s the ultimate act of love if not to set him free from her toxic behavior?
Over the course of like a day or two my mind has been completely consumed by yaelokre. Anyways enjoy this wip I’ll probably never finish! 💞
og dc yuri couple back at it again
TOTALLY NORMAL POST
I am soup-er sorry 😞
DISCLAIMER
Multishipper here! I also ship GioCrusher and just might mash it all up into a polyamorous thing
Anyways, here’s some art :p
Shhh baby it's ok, it's just me. you're so pretty when you're falling asleep. Just lift your leg a tiny bit-aahh there you are..mnnfff you feel so good... No no don't move, let me do all the work. Just relax and try to sleep now.
Candle or flame?
Shall I sit calmly and read in the candlelight, or shall I commit arson instead? No one shall ever know, for I shall never be caught.
Photo from pinterest.
actively losing my mind rn because we’re coming up on a year since I played Edna in hairspray and I’m still getting hit with waves of Post Show Depression. HOW. I cannot exist normally and haven’t been able to since last october because I love her so much
shifting tonight bc my s/o would never allow men to catcall or even look at me
15.04.2025 (tue)
Day (6/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE
Ypt hrs ≈ 4:20 hrs
💤 ≈ 6 hrs 💤
Did math hw which basically the whole miscellaneous exercise of determinants (almost died in teh process)
Lec 2 + half of lec 3 of electrostatics
Completed bio diagrams
The chem test went pretty well except Assertion reason kinda sucked cuz I always end up overthinking :( . Got 15/20 on my phy paper which was what I was expecting so I was relieved it wasn't yk lower than that but obviously I'm not happy about it 😭 Was actually planning on completing lec 3 but had to some last min shit to do :')
SO frkn tired so just gonna head to bed andd it's almost 12 which means only around 5 hours of sleep and I tried napping on the bus ride home but it was pretty blegh like I didn't sleep much so it doesn't even count— ughh . The first thought when I wake up is going to bed at night 😭. We have THE WORST timetables on Wednesdays (I'm still trynna heal from last week's). All in all me is high-key done for AHHHHHHH
BYEE ( ˘ ³˘)💗
Update: Took a nap right after my last post because I was dead tired and thought it’d help me stay up later. Well... that nap turned into 3 hours, and then I went straight into my favorite hobby: procrastination. Actually started studying around 10:45 PM and only managed to touch chem.
Tried revising today’s numericals, which should’ve taken me 30 minutes tops, but it ended up taking almost an hour because I was struggling with basic multiplication (and also why are so many decimal shits). Like, why am I like this? F you, CBSE, for not letting us use calculators—but it’s not like I can use them in entrance exams either, so guess I’m stuck suffering in silence.
Honestly, I’m so mad at myself, but I’m too tired to even spiral into a self-hate session or breakdown. I’m just here, floating through my regrets. Thinking I’ll try to squeeze in physics during the bus ride tomorrow because time? what dat ?
The OG plan was to finish Lec 2 & 3 today, do Lec 4 after school tomorrow, and attend Lec 5 live.
Reality check? I’ll just do Chem Lectures 1-3 tomorrow and 4-6 on Friday because right now I’m tired down to my soul. Like, this is exhaustion on another level. fml I’m crashing for the night.
Let’s hope tomorrow-me has her life together *sigh*
GNNNNN
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Study time ~ 0:55 hr
12.03.2025 (wed)
Just got back from school and honestly, today’s been lowkey trash. Couldn’t focus at all and zoned out for the entirety of physics—like, my brain just went NOPE. So now I have to relearn everything from scratch 😭. I’ve been trying so hard to be consistent, but it’s days like these that really test me. So yeah, gonna lock in and grind to make up for it.
Today’s To-Do List (aka the battle plan):
Chem - Revise numericals.
Chem - Study Lec 1 (it’s been haunting my to-do list for a week now) + Lec 2 & 3 (I’m not going to bed until these are DONE.)
Phy - Relearn today’s class (because clearly my brain took a day off.)
It’s me vs. my procrastination today, and I’m NOT losing.
Toodles ~~
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week 114 of saying “and then they shared a passionate kiss” to my tv whenever buck and eddie have any interaction
I'm quite literally shaking like I don't think you guys understand I've been waiting, praying, wishing, dreaming for glasses Rick DREAMING he is precious and he is everything to me
waiter waiter!! more rick wearing glasses pls!!!