Something about how most of the times Scott has died was to give someone else time (I think)
Something about Scott feeling like a rug from everybody using him for his time, only seeing value in himself when someone needs it from him
Something about him literally making a game show out of it to make it feel less de-humanizing
Something about scott only asking for love in return (like from Jimmy), only to be met with silence and a stab in the back
Something about that being Scott’s breaking point, and him deciding that he’s done giving others his life, instead choosing to take it himself.